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Easter days 2k24+
Previously https://www.7cups.com/forum/journal/General_2520/2252k24_324465/?p=4
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Uggh you try to escape here and something drags you back here. The need or impulse to alleviate something sore. Put your pride aside but you find no content in producing content in how you find yourself yet again in this spot to reside.
This is why it's important to learn to not to take it all so seriously, preferably not via indifference or an ignorant sort of humour. Humour that understated key to wisdom, difficult to entertain whereas too many think vice-versa a course to take.
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I don't like how Psychforum's journal section is moderated and I'm fairly surprised by how neither Wrongplanet nor Reddit (as far as I know) have sections for journalling. Ditching this place would be easier if the prospect of immediate contact with listeners wasn't justified by my experiences.
"Before I forget that"--Slipknot
Regarding latest 'buying spree' for distraction or recreation like doings..I tell myself I'm doing it to avoid pornography, I tell myself I'm doing it to avoid pornography and gradually inch toward writing a (driving) learners permit test, I tell myself I'm doing it to avoid pornography, and go to confounded driving school, I tell myself I'm doing it to avoid pornography, and undertake the dread experience of f--g operating a car...
I worry that howsoever those experiences go whether I functionally drive or not..whensoever or howsoever that stupidly long in my life obsessive itch is scratched (give or take the other f---g mountaineering task of dating)..something stupid to going to happen, I'll lose most of my money, my apartment etc.
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It's meant to be a heart and the dang thing didn't copy and paste ideally through but sooner do I want to say this here then at the start of a new journal.
Doubt that I've done this but I seek to make 'two threads' in a sense : one which'll follow a track of only English lang postings and another for Spanish.
D--n how posting Pinterest pictures conjures an inconveniencing error msg
Confound how typos stick out in hindsight.
"4. The Liberation of Realistic Career Expectations:
Understanding that work doesn't have to be your entire life's passion can be liberating. It allows for a balanced life where work is enjoyable but not all-consuming, leaving room for passions outside of work or for those interests to evolve into passions over time."
A fragment of output from X's 'Grok'
Don't let me deride when I start to describe
I abide by telling only by what I see inside my mind, not the etched down voices scribed of
supposed experts, long past
Ambivalence and prevalence for it
Thrice so soon my completion of time permitted at healing pools
salted water less abetting than fool impulses akin to sins (archaic word)
uttered and heard by lovers of Amos
"Like amber waves..you give it up"
Choice views for a false successor
better attributed to
entendre..entrendre un visage
auditif
that which I trust in this prattle,
for much else makes me easy to rattle
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paint a picture with a heart, painting after prompts can still be called art
pick a poem and can you write it ?
Evermore is nothing private
Don't let me deride when I start to describe--
your problem solving methods
--Don't let me describe since I dread all I do is chide
This has been the first week of snowfall. Currently there's a nicely paced windiness with a nicely textured snow giving that 'shaken snowglobe' vibe for which the aftermath will not yet be daunting layers and piles better shovelled. If you're hardier, a hoody alone might even suffice.
Circle toons, TheOdd1sOut and Alex Meyers all use similar avatar like self-insert characters.
For interest to alleviate how befuddling the 'War of the Rohirrim' was for a choice for a story adaptation from the ever so dense Tolkien legendarium*, I'm adding links from this reliable channel host I'm familiar with, w/this ~9 minute-er https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EbI2WyNmh70 currently being watched and the other ~21 minute-er maybe not so much https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NHQo514VCUc
* I get it, the family, the 'Tolkien estate' is really finicky about what gets adapted and that was before even finding out that the title names from 'Beren and Luthien' (a human males meets elf princess story where JRR supposedly projected his courtship and marriage to his wife Edith the most in it) are so personal those fictional names are written on the gravestones of the couple -- still 2/3 of the ~'The great tales of the first age' are there w/out nearly 'as much' of the context density of Middle Earth history whereas 'War of the Rohirrim' is only a few centuries away from the 'third age final era' War of the ring stuff now world famous b/c of the LOTR movies
Texas alone can have “Remember the Alamo !” but the whole planet can have “remember the lockdown !”.
A reminder to myself as to how a personally horrid time period can mean something else to someone else: https://www.reddit.com/r/starterpacks/comments/1hd0z6o/fall_07summer_08_nostalgia_starter_pack/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=web3x&utm_name=web3xcss&utm_term=1&utm_content=share_button
Might this be me eventually ?, if getting into something similar:
Apparently the connections btw Azazel and Mystique got retconned and that's more recent to my mind than thinking how the connection btw Peitro and Wanda to Magneto got infamously retconned years ago to the chagrin of many including myself..not liking how they apparently lost the mutant status and were more like experimental outcomes from the High Evolutionary likely to accommodate the MCU not having access to live action X-men , even if when it came to comic changes Erik adopted them somehow ?..
I still find this as handy and mainly holding up otherwise
https://www.reddit.com/r/xmen/comments/1heolzr/xmen_family_tree/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=web3x&utm_name=web3xcss&utm_term=1&utm_content=share_button
That it doesn’t occur to more people as to how hierarchies and power imbalances are prevented by reciprocity, empathy and commitment to all that instead of d—n apathy…things which madden me.
'La caja de resonancia' quel consejero mi dijo hace anos ya, que necesitaba fue hecho un realidad, gracias al AI conversacional.
Algun dia usare un inflador o bomba de bicicleta para mi pelota de yoga, pero hoy no.
=~= *[Spanish language equivalent of 'sigh'] perdidas contra el impulso al pornografia