Luchelle's Room
I hope that you don't mind me ranting here. You can reply to my posts of course.
I'm sorry if there's something triggering here.
Welcome to my dairy (or a place where I write down my stuff)
There will be a lot of typos and dramatic stories.
I wanna start of by introducing myself
My name is Luchelle (Fake name) I am 14 years old, I struggle with anxiety and depression. I've been having suicidal thoughts since little, but I'm okay now. 7 Cups has changed me a lot. I don't know what am I gonna be if I don't found this site.
@Luchelle
Hello! long time no see ^^ i hope you still there
I did not forget about you, so i wanted to see how are you doing, hope you're super good
this rainy morning when i woke up, and looked to myy phone screen, i saw the wallpaper, i looked at that girl you drew and asked myself... i wonder how she's doing
i am doing good, i've been working for a year then lost the job, but now i'm looking for a new one, its ok because i know when changes happen in your life it makes me think that its finally changing to the better, even if its not obvious at first
and i miss looking at my phone to see a notification from you, i wish you're still here somewhere
i've been also trying to learn blender, its going nicely and i wish to share my first work with you when i finish it
i hope you're doing well and i hope to see you around <3
@AtomLight
Oh God I'm so sorry I disappeared without a word for months. A lot of things happened that I couldn't afford myself to open 7cups.
I'm so happy that you still have my drawing on your wallpaper, it means so much to me. Thank you :-:!!!
Blender! I've heard of it. It's a 3D software right? I'd be thrilled to see your work!
I haven't been doing fine these days. I found out that I've PTSD recently (not officially diagnosed) and it disturbs everything in my life. But hey, because I want to keep distracting myself from the horrible flashbacks, I took interest in writing again! I'm at my 8.000 words mark for my first book that I've been working on for awhile. Writing is hard but it feels like I've been a writer all in my life because I love stories so much!
So, how are you doing? I hope you're still doing well!
@Luchelle
Heeyyyyyyyyyy *hugs*
I missed you so much how you been doing
I'm so happy to know you're doing your best, writing is a beautiful thing and I'm looking forward for your book to read ^^
I don't know if this would help you, but my mom told me once about how to let bad feelings go instead of neglicting them, she told me to write them on a paper, and then burn it, or shred it, and through it away, then i would feel that the thing that was bothering me is gone on the paper. but I haven't tried it though
I will show you my work on blender, once I open my laptop hopefully because at the moment I'm in bed 12:10 am ^_^'
I actually finished 2 works on blender, the second one was better of course haha
and I' m now taking courses about game development and SQL programming, I have 2 certificates and working towards the third and forth ones
I hold your hand and lets go together into beating anything bad that dares to face us > <
hehe sorry I'm just so happy you're here
Heya @AtomLight how's it going? Are things doing great for you?
I'm here to let you know that I wrote a Voltron fanfiction about Klance (Keith and Lance). Do you mind reading gay relationships? Because the fanfic is about that.
It might be emotional so if you do decide to read it, beware of the feels xD.
If you (or anyone reading this) see some area that I could improve at, please let me know. I'm kind of desperate for feedback at the moment xD
Also, if you need to rant about something, Atom, you are very welcomed to use this thread so I could read it and somehow help you.
@Luchelle
Hii happy to see you ^^
thank you for asking about me, it really means a lot
things are good, and I'm doing good too, I just need to adjust my sleeping and waking up times, I'm writing this at 2:41 am o_o
oh did you read that thread I posted recently? well, I was just mad at a listener and decided to let it all out, maybe I should have wrote it on a paper and burned it instead, like mom told me to do..
the story I won't comment on until I read it, then I will hopefully tell you what I think, I wanted to read it now but it's getting too late (so much too late) so hang on ^^
and thank you again
@AtomLight
Awh, it's the least i can do for you xD.
You know what, same xD. I'm having trouble with my sleeping schedule too. I cant sleep before 3AM, it's frustrating. But I'm trying to wake up early nontheless and try to tire myself out in the day so I could sleep early. Still not working for now tho.
Woah. You did? I'm not around much in 7 Cups these days and in the forums too. I'll try to find it when I can (is it still there? xD). I'm sorry you had a bad experience with a listener that time. Sometimes people don't take their listener job that seriously and it's sad :c
That's totally fine! Take all the time you need to read it. No pressure. I've been hunting feedback for my artworks these days. So you can write whatever your opinion is on that story and I'll gladly accept and appreciate it! <3
