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conscientiousPeach2999 September 23rd, 2021

I want a man who doesn’t have fears or insecurities about being in a relationship. A man who cares about me.

Because that’s what I give to others.

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conscientiousPeach2999 OP October 15th, 2021

Today was okay. I felt very anxious during didactics. I noticed I get anxious in public in a group setting when there isn’t something enticing going on or something mind-engaging. Then I get anxious and I’m like my mind and body is confused and freaking out what to do.

conscientiousPeach2999 OP October 15th, 2021

I need a hobby I need to enjoy myself and have something I like to do.


conscientiousPeach2999 OP October 15th, 2021

Sometimes social situations stress the heck out of me. Because I’m not innately a socially smart person, so I often wonder if I’m doing something awkward or annoying or making a stupid of myself.

conscientiousPeach2999 OP October 15th, 2021

I get tightened up around my male friend. It’s like my freaking throat chakra gets blocked.


I often get told that I could be socially and emotionally smarter around friends. It is true I’m not socially and emotionally intelligent or smart. I’m definitely not smart. I’m intelligent in some ways but not smart.


Screw it. If someone doesn’t like me it’s not my problem. So screw it. Take a wrench and screw it all the way in.


But one thing I cannot tolerate is if people pity me. I hate if people pity me. I’d rather you be real and bluntly honest to me.

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MonkeyBananaButter4830 October 24th, 2021

I agree with you love yourself and everything else will fall into place I recommend completely letting go of your concern over the opinions of others keep doing the best you can at yourself and let the cards fall without worry

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conscientiousPeach2999 OP October 15th, 2021

I’m sorry I have a lot of stress inside about social matters.

conscientiousPeach2999 OP October 16th, 2021

I keep telling myself it’s all in my head.

conscientiousPeach2999 OP October 20th, 2021

I don’t know why I feel depressed when I come back to my hometown.

conscientiousPeach2999 OP October 21st, 2021

JoJo Joanna

conscientiousPeach2999 OP October 21st, 2021

Just because I like buying clothes - especially the kind of clothes I’ve never had before - that doesn’t make me a materialistic person. I like experimenting. So y’all can judge me lol

conscientiousPeach2999 OP October 21st, 2021

I’m ready to go back already.