I let out my thoughts/feelings
I want a man who doesn’t have fears or insecurities about being in a relationship. A man who cares about me.
Because that’s what I give to others.
The less expectations you have the happier you’ll be. some people expect/demand more and that’s what makes them disappointed.
Something I need to change is not getting “dragged” by others. My problem is I forget my priorities. It’s my problem not anyone else’s.
I liked the days when I would study and meditate in the AM before going to work. And other good habits like that. I want to do that again.
Why do I feel like I’m missing out on doing adventurous stuff and getting out there and doing things? Does this contribute to my ignorance and stupidity? Should I change, and if so, how should I change? Or am I simply comparing myself to people my age?
Life is tough for me. In fact, life is always been tough for me. Even if I manage to fix whatever issue I'm going through, accomplished my goals, got into the school I wanted, there's always going to be problems I have to face no matter what happens.
I've came to the realization that that belief of "once I get into this program" or "once I reach my ideal body" or "once I enter a relationship", I will achieve happiness, this isn't the case. Because yeah, I may be happy initially but there will always going to be problems that come my way.
And if I'm going to be honest, no matter how many goals I achieved or whatever it is I wanted, I still depressed, exhausted, anxious, etc.
Life is exhausting, even being a 7 cups intern is exhausting because I have to be strong for all the members here who are in need for a listening ear. It's tough for me because not just as a listener on 7 cups, but even in my relationships I always have to act like the therapist who listens to everyone and all their issues, yet I can't talk about my stuff with them or with anyone.
I don't know, I wish I could finally be able to talk to someone, like actually open up to someone without making them feel uncomfortable or without them judging. I can't even share my issues with my parents, they simply won't understand, thus why it's so much harder to go through whatever it is I'm going through.
I feel like how much ever your mind spins around and contemplates, and how much ever your heart beats, your gut knows it. Thoughts and feelings versus intuition.
i heard I that science had found that drinking eliminates brain cells. Also the Catholic Church in Germany started adding hops to beer to make the warriors sleepy so that they would stop pillaging looting and destroying villages
I feel like how much ever your mind spins and contemplates and how much ever your heart spins and beats, your gut knows it. Thoughts and feelings versus intuition.
