@Iamspoons and @Jefferythebunny319 and @Princetomyanxiety
I'm gonna keep tagging @princetomyanxiety even though they never show up
@Jefferythebunny319 LMAO
My mom made it so my phone locks after 8:30. Lol no more coping mechanisms or support system.
@Iamspoons
My phone locks at 10, unlocks at 9. Which sucks cause I'm up at like 8 every morning. Luckily I have a second Google account on my laptop that bypasses that and I can still be on cups.
Went to bed at 4:10, woke up at 4:45, went back to bed at 6, woke up at 9:30
My grandma's in surgery now I believe and I'm just being an anxious ***
@Iamspoons @jefferythebunny319
so Avy already knows this but I’m gonna make a stupid decision and tell someone I like that I like them on Tuesday, it’s likely going to go poorly because ik they very likely don’t like me
@SneakySnakeBoi
Very strategic to do it on Tuesday, the last day of school. I see only one flaw, do you have any regents with them?
Also I want to know everything. Do I know them, what's their gender and pronouns, can I see a picture of them?
@Iamspoons
why do i know more than spoons does >:0
there's a flaw to the plan lmao
t e l l loki
@Jefferythebunny319
i have 3 regents with them, also updated flaw, we’re both going to a track end of season party that night
@Jefferythebunny319 @SneakySnakeBoi
I have been running on five hours of sleep, spite, adrenaline and nessecity, for the past week. I have consistently needed to sleep at least half an hour more to function, but if I did that I would be screwed because school decided to start at an ungodly hour of 7. Most jobs you hear about are 9-5 which means some adults wake up two hours after us teenagers, who are notoriously known for scientifically needing more sleep.
So this constant pressure to be functional on little sleep and ***, might be the reason I've been so slow at responding to people's messages. So sorry.
@Iamspoons
I had a massive 2 hours long anxiety attack because I had so much caffeine and I haven't slept since Saturday really.
I'm tired.
*I typed out we can sleep together before I realized how evil that sounds*
There's a "sub" who is a literal student and she *** awful. Like I can't even. I know she doesn't have any *** credentials to be "teaching" a class. She keeps saying things like y'all so smart, can we expell them for being so smart. Can you go back to your *** class instead of trying to "teach" a class you probably failed. She's so *** bad and it's so *** loud. I'm sitting in the hallway now because I literally couldn't sit through this *** 11th graders power trip. I could do better than this. The real teacher is still in the room and I just couldn't sit in there without *** yelling at the "sub", so i just left. And now she's saying we're "special" in the most *** derogatory way possible and saying "it's ok I'm not a real teacher, I can say that"
@Jefferythebunny319 come save me plz
@Iamspoons
I can be there in like 5 hours
@Jefferythebunny319
I visited cousins yesterday and I am the second oldest ( by a couple of months) and there's a lot of 7 year olds, there were three born in 2016, so we had a water balloon fight. I got soaked, mostly by the oldest who kept targeting me ( I'm being salty in a joking way) and the hose, which I took control of after people started spraying each other. And my shoes got so wet they still aren't dry, so I had to wear combat boots to school today, and I had gym.
Also I beat C (oldest cousin) at a game that was supposed to be complicated and take a really long time, but it didn't take as long as he thought it would and I didn't use any of my newbie handicaps. And I *** won. Happy.
@Iamspoons @jefferythebunny319
so I’m not gonna be on a ton rn, I’m stressed out of my mind with regents. Also I’m gonna tell him tomorrow and that’s scary af.
Omg algebra regents in like an hour, I'ma fail. Not really but it sure feels like it. I had to write complete the square several times and I'm afraid I won't remember it anyway, it's ok tho I'ma try to bs my way through those questions if they show up.
@Jefferythebunny319 @SneakySnakeBoi @Princetomyanxiety
@Iamspoons
good luck! My algebra 2 regents is next week, just finished my history one
@Iamspoons
Please explain to the non new Yorker non public schooler what the heck a regent is
I've gathered enough that it's a test and I found like 50 schedules
I have some like 24 hour flu n my mom took my phone, because I need to focus on my mental health and my phone is making me sick. Last I checked talking to prince never gave me a fever
@Jefferythebunny319
regents are just standardized tests that are our finals, and if we fail, it’s not good
@SneakySnakeBoi
oh that sounds evil
maybe if u just get held back a year we could be in the same gradeeeee
@Jefferythebunny319
seriosuly tho, dont fail. ur gonna do amazing ik u are
Okay I'm done with that. I know I passed but like everybody wants me to aim for Mastery and I don't know if I have that, but that's okay cuz I'm pretty sure I did well.
@SneakySnakeBoi cool, I'm sure you did good on it.
@iamspoons
im totally gonna fail the chem and math ones
@SneakySnakeBoi
Nuuuu you won't fall
@Iamspoons
im probably going to honestly, I got a 45 on my chem review
@iamspoons @sneakysnakeboI
99% sure I'm leaving here tmr :/
Oh, where's here? Tennessee? Or like vacation? I can't tell
@Jefferythebunny319
@Iamspoons
Sorry I didn't clarify
I'm in New Jersey
I'm like really honestly quite done with all this sh!t n my mom and I'm like 99% sure tmr I'm gonna go on a walk and not come back here.
I'll find somewhere else to stay. Or I won't leave cause I'm scared of what happens if I get found. I dunno
@Jefferythebunny319
I would say stay with your "family" until you're 18 and can legally make your own choices, and then move up to new York with me and @SneakySnakeBoi
And I can tell that you done with your mom's bs, but I'm scared for you and think it might be safer there than on the streets wandering around.
@Iamspoons
I dunno how much prince has told you but legit she does these things to me and gives me all these like responsibilities then controls every aspect of who I am.
I just want to be a human being.
She literally took my phone and changed my phones parental controls to lock earlier and unlock later because I'm sick. And if I'm not gonna do my chores then no phone. Like I couldn't get out of bed to like get water let alone mop the floors. Ik it seems like I'm being really dramatic but there's so much more I'm not putting here cause anyone can see this forum
And the others things just *shudders*
Ik I'm safer here but I just don't know how much more I can take