Hey again
@SneakySnakeBoi @Jefferythebunny319
@Princetomyanxiety @BunnyLovesYou
Cups did something weird and it says I don't have permission to reply to the thread, and idk what to do so I just made a new one.
Please do not post in this thread unless you have been tagged above. This is a space for only those who have been mentioned. Thank you!
@AvyIsKing
We won the competition for the first time in school history. There were two ties, first place had two schools with 26 points and second place had 9 points and third place had two schools with 7 points. Our coil tower was 71 inches tall.
@Iamspoons
OOh my gosh yayyyyyy
Also I nailed my jazz soloooo
@AvyIsKing
Congrats (sorry for getting back a week later again)
We just came back from the dentist and I can feel my pulse in my gums, I hate that hygienist, she was asking me all sorts of questions like I'm giving one sentence answers please take the hint and just clean my teeth. I also hate the floride that they paint onto your teeth and she didn't even do it right, I was a model patient until she put that paint brush thing in my mouth, I screwed up my face and was kinda crying.
Ugg
Ily how's your week been?
@Iamspoons
Avy’s mom went through their phone, they aren’t allowed on, just wanted to let u know so u don’t panic
Oh, alright then
Thanks for letting me know
@Princetomyanxiety
@Iamspoons
Here’s most of the episodes: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLUsGrRmdygsl3x81v_O43oMiUqp9B8Chp&si=IL_hQTNqyCjNoHOC
@Iamspoons
yeah sorry basically my mom went through my phone, found cups, found disc, freaked out, now im like not even allowed home alone or alone with a device, the only way im on here now is cause shes cutting the grass and im supposed to be taking an exam.
im so sorry. i messed up so bad. im so sorry
@AvyIsKing
No it's ok, you didn't do anything wrong. I'm just glad you're safe and not ignoring me on purpose.
I love you so much/p and I hope she lightens up on her restrictions (even though I know that will take time)
Just stay safe.
@Iamspoons
no i really really messed up. i was... idek... talking about doing non asexual things with a friend who has a girlfriend :D we even like... idk did some stuff. i messed up so bad. like so so bad. im so sorry. im so so sorry
@AvyIsKing
Hey I love you so much, and my love is not conditional. I will still love you no matter how many times you ef up.
You don't need to apologize to me, but you might need to apologize to your friend, but that's not really my place.
Just ... I love you, don't ever forget that
@Iamspoons
I said sorry to him so many times. so many times. he keeps saying its not needed and its ok and im just so so sorry
@AvyIsKing
Hey, so maybe that's not what you believe RN but maybe just give it some time and we can calm down and try handling this again tomorrow.
*Sits on floor and beckons for a hug*(if wanted)
@Iamspoons
*huge hugs* btw this is the 1001th post on this thread :0
im ok i just feel terrible
also i gave myself severe second degree burns with a hot glue gun on my hand yesterday ):
@AvyIsKing
I just got my permit, and then drove around the block like 8 times.
Oh and speaking of things I'm proud of myself for, I can change me earnings without a mirror.
Yaaaay!
@Iamspoons
yayyyyyy!!!!!!
@AvyIsKing @Princetomyanxiety @SneakySnakeBoi
I am okay, for if you see the poem I'm going to post later. I'm just stressed (and probably PMSing)
@Iamspoons
im worried about u. i read it, just had to close the tab before my reply, so ill post it here. its ok to be scared. driving is scary. school is scary. life is scary af. i wont push u away pookie, im on here everyday i can be , pm me if u need ok? or post and ill reply asap. life is scary but u arent alone. ilysm. i got u oki?
@AvyIsKing
Ilyt
I got new earrings and everything is wonderful, they are yellow pterodactyls
And the alarm I set on my friend's phone will go off in like three minutes. We made a new alarm because he had an alarm for his meds but he wasn't at home so we had to make sure he took them, it worked yesterday.
Um yeah I don't think my mood stabilizer med is working. But its all good cuz I'm goofy.
Again I love you
Probably not tagging you cus it's not important ( actually I will @AvyIsKing )
I've been writing in Norse runes for so long the when I went to star names in my yearbook I wrote the rune for O, and couldn't figure out how to make a star anymore.
An O for people I don't like (my grade has the most) dots for people who I got to know a bit and don't really consider my friends, and a smily face next to my friends (4 I think)
@Iamspoons
(:
I better get a smile >:(
i learned how to oof people yesterday it was funsies
mentally im a wreck but hey
i got to write out a will just in caseeeeee
@iamspoons
Here's a long awaited update
So yesterday I found out im having 2-6 surgeries this sumer
Here's a blerh
So they are recommending surgery. They recommend they cut 1 of my tendons, and lengthen 2 others. It would be an outpatient procedure if Shriners did it, go in one day. I probably wouldn't even be asleep. Then I'd have to go back a few weeks later and they'd completely put me under and stretch it out. I'd be able to walk on the cast I'll be in. Then they'd reevaluate and see if I need to have my bones broken and whats going on with my knee.
That's where my foot and leg is.
I'm hypoglycemic too.
I have 3 jobs now. Want me to tell u about em?
I miss my friends ð¥ºð¥ºð¥º I wanna see my favorite friend so badddddd but I'm forbidden from seeing him.
I've been doing theater camp all week and it's so amazing but I'm so tired. I'm stage manager which is so much fun.
Ugh imma pass out.
Ugh
Ugh
I dont wanna take my blood sugarrrrr
My life is a mess
@AvyIsKing
Omg yes tell me about your jobs
Oh no are you okay, did you actually pass out
Yikes surgery, sounds scary
Theater camp fun
I also have updates but I'll tell you tomorrow when I'm not tired and can do more than listen and react.
( I had just texted she who must not be named and then put down my phone and was shocked she got back so fast)
Ilysm
@AvyIsKing
I know I just said I didn't have the brain power to formulate my own ideas but apparently the impatientness won out sooo...
I've been out of school for about 6 and a half hours and I'm already craving not family interactions.
I got a plant to look after over the summer and I get to name her (idk how to spell klyidemnestra) so yeah.
I'm tired and don't want to deal with people bs (you're not people you're one of favorite people) but I also want a hug
Hugssss
Okay so one of my jobs is I tutor
The other one is I run my own business still
The third is I work with an author and my sister and my irl bestie and we wrap books like a blind date qith a book thing it's so much funnnnn
@AvyIsKing
Ugh I'm exhausted and my body hurts. But in a good way, I went out to camp the time I normally get up to go to school and helped people go boating throughout the day. I sat on the end of many boats, and rowed one rowboat which halfway through one of the kids took over and she was a natural. Um I jumped into the lake, it was not as cold as we thought it would be.
In conclusion, my butt and shoulder muscles hurt and I am glad to be in bed.
@avyisking @iamspoons
avy what’s going on? All of our messages got deleted, and all I can see is you asking me to delete our chat?
@AvyIsKing @Princetomyanxiety
I'm feeling many emotions and I'm not sure if it's mad sad scared stressed or a mix of all the above, but I know it's manifesting as crying in the car with my dad.
Also the sky is really *** pretty. When I could see the line of storm clouds against the rest of the sky I almost cried, and the sunset was nice oranges and pinks.
I love you both,
and I hope you're not like gone forever, avy because I miss you. And I'm sorry I didn't reply to the post asking what was going on
I look so masc rn. I have my hair up and tucked in my hat and only my undercut is showing. And I got a sun burn so that might also be helping, prob not. I love this hat
@AvyIsKing @SneakySnakeBoi @Princetomyanxiety
I'm going to drop off the grid for a week, I'll be home on Saturday. And then repeat the next two weeks. Ily stay safe
Also I'm dyeing my hair blue because the green doesn't stick and we have blue hair dye. And also someone who kinda sucks has green highlights in the front and I don't really want to be connected to her like that. (Kitchen staff that ate with her mouth open, Nora will know)
