Hey again
@SneakySnakeBoi @Jefferythebunny319
@Princetomyanxiety @BunnyLovesYou
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gs of greater ny is in the pride paradeeeee
im watching the pride parade I haven't seen a genderfluid flag yet
im all dressed up i cantttt
@Jefferythebunny319@Princetomyanxiety@SneakySnakeBoi
I think this was the biggest serotonin/dopamine release I've had in forever. I'm all muddy, so I have to shower and I will ttyl
@Iamspoons
Yessss
My mom is misgendering the person at Kroger when he Clearly had pins that said he/him/his but apparently a pony tail is girl hair and he had on girls shorts and she kept saying she and I said mom that's a dude and walked away
@iamspoons
It's bad.
I uh re lapsed which like idfc. I'm tired even tho I slept. I'm crying every chance I can get because my mom can't see my sad. I'm trying not to throw up as I lay in my bed thinking about how I need him. He's like the reason I keep existing
Got new orthotics I love em they feel amazing.
I'm sorry you are exhausted hope you get some rest.
I'm doing a butt ton of chores so I don't think about it and my body is tired even tho I slept 7 hours. Tn is gonna be an all nighter.
I'm gonna move all my furniture and I'm gonna dye my hair and today's a fem day so I don't even look like myself
@Jefferythebunny319
I'm going to be a hypocrite and tell you that all nighters are bad for you, especially if you're already tired. And then IF we're going to throw that fact out the window, I'm going to stay up with you, and we can have a sleepover, if you're ok with that. I hope that I can at least help you have a reason to keep existing.
I'm exhausted in a way sleep can't fix, I need a lazy day but like our whole summer is jam packed. This week we have something scheduled for everyday, and then on the weekend me and my mom go out to camp, and mom has to stay for pre camp (I'll be riding home with a camp friend that lives kinda close) and even then we've got the fourth of July party and my haircut.
Moving furniture is going to be a big job, I hope nothing falls on you.
Oooh you're going to dye your hair, I kinda want pics but you don't have to. Also I'm a little bit confused about what you mean by "today's a fem day so I don't even look like myself" does the way you perceive yourself change with your gender, or are you being ungenuine with yourself because you need to be perceived as fem today, or it something else.
@Iamspoons
sleepovers are awesome but you need sleep. now im the hypocryte. ofc you get a picture, camp is fun!!!
and i mean like today's a fem day so i didn't do my usual hiding of the chest and the makeup and i look like a girl and its strange because i don't ever look like that. like i looked in the mirror and was like omg its a girl...... but she doesn't look like me if that makes sense. i guess its just the fact that my body never looks like mine and its strange and unnerving but also like i look different and its strange but possibly in a good way. people called me ma'am today instead of the usual grunt or sometimes i get sir-ed with i love
@Jefferythebunny319
We're going to do a sleepover, I might decide we should both go to bed at some point but I like hanging out with you, it's almost better than a full night's sleep, but one of those happens easier than the other.
Ok that makes a little more sense, but I still don't completely get it, and I probably won't because we have different experiences. I'm not particularly happy with my face but I've never put on more makeup than lipstick (and stage makeup, but that doesn't count) and even then it was at a school dance and someone else put it on me. It was black and I felt so *** goth pretty, it results in the pic that will probably be the first one I show you.
Also yes camp is amazing, I get to see prince. But also maybe overwhelming.
My parents might let me watch Deadpool, wait no mom vetoed it based on the sex jokes.
@Iamspoons
Same on the dead pool
On a daily basis I wear blush, contour powder, high lighter, eyeshadow (blended to make my eye shadow excentuated), eyeliner in My eye, eyeliner on my eye (liquid), mascara, and lipstick or lip gloss to hide my scar
It's exhausting
@iamspoons
No one taught me I just trial and error for 2 years
Also tw-ranty rant
Basically my sister was filming me and i was asking her to stop and she said make me so I took my shirt off and said now you have to turn it off and she kept going then said she was going to and started to send the video to my half bro who's a bit sus
And I got in trouble
@Jefferythebunny319
I'm still up for the sleepover, if you're still up.
@ me cuz I'm doing laundry
@Iamspoons hey
@affablePerson4455
Hello person, I meant that offer to @Jefferythebunny319 only, but I can chat with you in the teen community room, if you want.
@Iamspoons
going to bed
sorry i cant stay up I'm getting a really bad headache n I'm gonna go cry some more, might bbl I dunno prolly not
@Jefferythebunny319
Ok gl getting to sleep land, I should probably go to sleep too.
Sorry I kept getting distracted. I have something to tell you eventually, but it's not super important.
Oh I forgot to put in my retainers, but it's way too late to get up and put them in now, it's 1:30. And I'll be fine my teeth don't shift too much.
@Iamspoons
Nuuuu
What do u need to tell me?
Sorry again, I was tired and getting a migraine and then I felt myself going smol and that's really embarrassing so i just ran yk
@Jefferythebunny319
Sorry, I won't be on as often this week (I'll send a kinda schedule I guess)
Nuu it's completely fine, I understand, I wasn't really enjoying the room much, it was off last night.
I'ma keep you in suspense. Haha now I'll never leave your mind.
I got to see cousins, and as (my faves, don't tell the others) were leaving, the one who's only a bit older than my brother, started shaking peoples hands and saying "nice to meet you sir, nice to meet you" and I joined the tangle of handshakes it didn't change to ma'am, he just kept going "sir". hapi.
@Iamspoons
nice
@iamspoons
just wanted to let u know my user name is gonna change at some point
you will know its me cause it will say avy in it somewhere
@Jefferythebunny319
Ok, can I still call you jiffy pop tho?
I ache all over, especially my neck. I'm hoping sleep will fix it.
We've got like two appointments tomorrow, and one of them is a app for my meds, which I sometimes just randomly stop taking and don't see any ill effects, so lol. Mom says I might've only needed them cuz of lots of stress, and we're going on vacation so I'll wait to talk about stopping till after summer. Lol, oh the other one is for brothers teeth, in case you were wondering.
@Iamspoons
yes ofc. I only am doing it because I get a lot of uncomfy pms n messages about me being a furry n stuff.... N jeffery makes me uncomfy, but i like jiffypop
I'm on my period so im like really sore lmao
take ur meddssssss
and gl tmr
@Jefferythebunny319
The finchie finch did an update, now we can see each other's houses.
Oki doki jiffy pop, I might come up with a new nickname for you too.
Nuuu *noms soreness* I just finished mine, which is great bcuz the water park yesterday.
I have beeeeen, mom found out and got up my *** about it, making sure I take it every night. And I'm going to camp soon, Bambi (camp nurse) won't let me skip them.
Yea I'm just gonna lie through my teeth, maybe. Idk
Owww, I was swinging my legs off my bed and kicked a box corner with my heel,
@Iamspoons
Yayyyy I can't do water parks because water allergy
I'm really sore and tired and sleep paralysis is a *** today so I'm just gonna lay around and study and hang and make a book about jeffy. Do you have any ideas for a plot?
It's a picture book but I don't want it to be a lil kids book
@iamspoons
Jeffy blows up a school..... nice
Actually I'm pretty sure I'm gonna oof his parents and make him all like sad and lonely and *** and then instead of finding his parents or family he has found family or smthn
Also ur fast
@Jefferythebunny319
I'm super *** tired. And I slept last night, so it can't be that
Can you see my birdhouse? I can't see yours : - (
@Iamspoons
I can, and I turned it on so you can.
I got bleach so I'm gonna bleach my hair todayyyyyyyyy
@Jefferythebunny319
Omg so cute, I love the vibes you've got going on. I've got two preset houses and the one filled with event stuff, I'm going to switch it to the orange house, lmk when you've seen that so I can show you the blue one too.
I think something in my body is too high or too low cus I'm suffering. Not badly but trying to do 6 chores in a row is not working out.
@Iamspoons
Okay I looked and I changed my house to my usual preset I love your vibes omg
Also I'm writing a graphic novel about found family right.... n spoons the octopus is in it
@Jefferythebunny319
My blue house is existing now.
I kept trying to eat my pocket watch, but I kept telling myself no it has a *** battery in it, do I got my teething toy instead.
I gtg shuck corn, errggggg
@Jefferythebunny319
I knew there was something I was forgetting when I posted that. I love that spoons the octopus is part of Jeffy's found family.
I'm going to go stirr crazy in this family. I used to get an escape when I went to camp, but this year bort my mom and my brother are going to be there, all the time. Mom decided she was going to be a camp counselor. I'm probably going to be a little extra (TW)sewerslidal, not that I'm normally high risk, it's all passive. But yk I'll probably SH once. Lol, I'm not in crisis, I will be fiiiine.
@iamspoons
be safe
im djing and its sooo bad
@Jefferythebunny319
I'm sleepy, I'm going to bed soon.
Marvel has been dropping some physiological bombs lately. I managed not to cry tho.
Anyways, I'ma go to sleep, ily tc and don't do anything stupid while I'm asleep.
@Iamspoons
sorry I was dying my hair
not gonna finish tn
I'm blonde rn
@Jefferythebunny319
Hehe blonde avy. (I want pics)
I'm still sleepy but my brain won't let me sleep. It's like but what if prince is I'm almost crisis and doesn't have anyone or just avy to talk to. So yeah, I'll probably go check the rooms periodically, and try to fall asleep for a little while longer.
@Iamspoons
im pretty sure prince is okay, you try and get some rest <3
@Jefferythebunny319
Yea after I sent that I slept till 10, so like 4 and a half hours more. So that's good I guess.
We are an hour late leaving for camp, lol. We had to go back to the house twice. We are stopped for gas now and we have dropped my brother off at grandmas, cuz dad won't be home until 4:30 at least. It's oneish now for future context. Ly/p I'll check in later.
@iamspoons
It's tiny words for some reason. Camp late sounds angering. Sorry I'm like in a crisis rn so I'm just like kinda replying. I hope you have a good trip
@Jefferythebunny319
Oh nuu, I hope your crisis gets resolved soon, it's ok to just kinda reply, don't unalive, or I will go all the way to Tennessee and re alive you
@Iamspoons
You wouldn't make it here in time
My crisis is really really bad but I'm trapped in the car so I'll probably be safe
