Honouring @OneLifeToLive's 1 year Anniversary!

YAYYYYY!

WOHOOOOO \o/

@OneLifeToLive

Wozers........ A year hey!

Thats quite an achievement......... Congratulations, you've been doing amazing work here and the site is very lucky to have someone like yourself on board! I hope your feeling truly appreciated.......

Happy Anniversay sweetness ❤️

.... This is one of those rare moments , where people made me go speechless in a good way. :) And im crying my gut out while reading this (tears of joy, definately) haha, lol. Firstly, thank you for your precious time you spent on me to leave me a message. I love each and everyone of you for that. And also, what i see , all my real fav people from 7cups has left me a message in this post, people whom i would have wanted to see beside me always. Thanx for not letting me down. :) I would like to share something with all of you a bit here, things which i have not shared before maybe. Although i do not want to make it lengthy, but forgive me if this gets little long. :)

So yes, this has been one year of my 7cups journey today. Life was little better in my real life when i joined in here. But slowly turned out bad in 2 months after joining. And then things got worse with each passing day. I have been through a lot, as everyone of you had. Not comparing that my pains were bigger or worse, just stating how much i am broken in pieces from within. How much i am trying my best to not choke over my life and its situations. Things have been highly suffocating for me lately. I have been in crisis last to last month too. I go under domestic violence and have major health issues, which adds a fire to things i am going through. The PTSDs makes it worse for me. And i have distanced myself from everyone in my real life. Like every damn person lol. This is becoming hard for me, getting worse, i am being incapable of holding onto things much now. Maybe suffocating more by each and every breathe now? Although , I am trying my best to laugh around and joke around as i always do, i have got real fragile now. Also i never want to see anyone of you sad for even a moment. It makes me feel weird when i see people are sad or just not happy about things around, makes me feel how incapable i am to make ur day little brighter. I know i must be little younger to yall here, but i have always wanted to hold you all and put in my small little locker and keep you with me – away from all the cruelity of this world. Like motherly love. You all are so damn special and innocent at heart. I so wish life gets better for all of us real soon.

You all are my angels, and i really mean it. Whenevr i say u all are my angels, i really have a teardrop ready in my eyes, about to fall out and make me feel great about having yall in my life. You all are really a touch of relief in my life. You all have not only helped me grow as a listener, but also as a better human being. I have no one in my life to teach me good things or give me good lessons to make me a better human being. Might sound funny, but I am almost 70% self raised – emotionally/mentally, 20 years of my life has almost got over just in between starting from teaching myself good stuffs from TVs or anywhere else, to patting my own back and saying things will get better. YOU all have taught me how to control my anger, how to understand that everyone has their own journey, not to laugh at something even if its funny before knowing the real truth behind it. Please correct me wherever i go wrong, i promise to learn from it and get better. :) Its not only my 1^st cuppaversary, but honestly my 1^st birthday as a new , lot more calm, non judgemental, tolerant human being! :)

For few of people who appreciated me for being here:

@SunshineCat – I remember the very 1^st words of u saying me inderctly how strange it is, when a listener says the members to run away when a mod steps in. I was sure you were so annoyed by that haha. :Palthough i was JK, and it was my way of telling people to be appropriate haha. Also you kind of disliked my passive aggressive behaviour (which is little less these days from my side haha). But something which i have realised is, you dont dislike me anymore maybe. You have poked me and smiled at me twice, after those. That makes me think, that finally u got to know how weird i am, and also glad that you started tolerating me! XD <3 xoxo Catha!

@Sahayak – Sayuuuuuuuuuuuuu, awwe <3 you will always tareef me too much than i even deserve maybe. Haha <3 thanx for being so kind to me always. :) we will always be partner in crime forever! XD heueheuehuehe 3:) know that ill be there for ya!

@Twenty3 – 32, yayyyy :D –steals away the jellybeans and never returns- XD Thank you <3

@T0fflan – toffypie XD heueheueh, -eats the nose from the roots so that u never gets to re grow it- XD SEE, thats how it works! XD <3

@Lmessi10 – My bongo XD we have our own language to chill here when there are no mods in the room XD so we will keep rocking XD <3

@Hermes10 – Hermes dudeeeeeeeee! Yeah, i did not call u hema didi for the first time, as you deserve loads of love for that sweet msg uve sent for me haha. <3 Know that u have always been a pain in my head and also the medicine to get it going and make it better haha XD <3 I miss Ankit here, i wish we all three could equally have fun someday together again. Thanx for ya support :) and Thanx , i know ya lurve me XD just accept the damn thing B-) lmao ya can never fight with me XD muahahahahaha 3:)

@Uj91 – Aye newbie Indian XD u were the 1^st person to PM me and wish me ya know :) and i really appreciate those words, God bless u! :)

@Lovey – aye lovey dovehh <3 my beautiful lady <3 u are amazing! Trust me! :)

@Belle_ - Weeeeeeeeeee my gorg lady <3 with two beuatiful kids <3 i so wish to be a part of ya fam! –cries- awe :( aww haha.. <3 stay awesome!

@NaturalFireworks5 – The most harworking newbie employee <3 such a great sense of responsibility you have, with equal amount of eager to learn new things. <3 i appreciate you for what u are, i am Proud of ya! :)

@StarryKoala69 – Cocopieeeeeeeeeeeee heueheueheuehe XD my contstant, my supporter, my everything! <3 thanx a lot for believing in me so much and supporting me throughout and treating me like a small doll! You make me feel a lot better, trust me. God bless ya! :)

@Krngfl – Wohoooooo thats my toddly!!! <3 You are a great daughter, a great frend, and everything a real daughter could be. Your mud eating skills are amazing XD And i love you for being so hyper with me at times XD we both kill LCR with our talks hahaha XD Thanx a lot for never misunderstanding me and treating me as a real mum. Ill always believe in you. Please never loose hope on anything. You are an angel! :)

@kash216 – cahswe nuts XD i just ate u today with raisins in my Kheer heueheueheuhe XD thanx for adding a diff taste in my life, by being both Kash and cashew :)

@Dazzedandconfused22 – brih brih brih, my bruh <3 strong lady, ill always love u and ull always have my back! <3 know that ill be there to stick around during any of ur difficult situations <3 my bubbly bubbly boo <3 xoxo

@Anon – Thanx a lot for appreciating my work. <3 im sure you are great too! :D

@JtheElderRam – jjjjjjjjjjjj, you man, where do you get such deep words and emotions which always make me speechless. As it is am so poor in english, and then i go speechless. Haha. But yeah i find it FAIR :P so yay! I love ya too! <3 Thanx for always tolerating my crap and appreciating it haha :P remmber PieTeam? XD yeah, i have re read those lines all over again from the convo we had. You encourage me enough for good things. May god bless you and make things easier for you too. :)

@smilealways16 – smilu <3 yayyyy! LOOOOOOOOOOL XD heueheueheuhe XD

@Amelia – :O Thats my ameypie !!!!!!! Amey, thanx a lot for such great words, you are my mentor, the person who is always there for me, the person who truely understands me, encourage me and does every other positive things a person can do for someone else. Thanx for showing so much trust and confidence in me. Been days anyone showed it. Remember i called u Mumma , when u were RocketsMom? I just called ya that because u always had the power to calm me down and u were always so sweet to me already. But now, i truely respect you as a gurdain. Please stick around till you can. Ill always make you smile and be there for you. And i m sure, Ill make you proud oneday! :) I promise!

@Sky14 – yayy skyu :D thanx a lot dear , looking forward to talk more soon <3

@Mialove111 – Mia, my smoking hawt babe <3 God bless ya, u are such a kind soul <3 love ya back!

@kellylostandconfused82 – Jellybean :D I love you! <3 And im sure of you to know how much <3

@professionalPerspective60 – Thanx a lot, and yeah i am overwhelmed with all these msgs, haha <3 looking forward to know each other more. :D

@NadineH – Nadeh, ya strong lil doll <3 ill always be there for u <3 and we gona both rock the rooms and create a hyper envioronment everywhere we go , heueheueheuhe XD Man we gona rock it B-) Thanx for being my crazy partner and partner in crime always XD <3 xoxo

@Nenz – Nenopi, nenoli, nenopichuk, nenia, nanai, nano, nenu, all the damn Ns in this world >.< hahaha <3 I LURVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND YOU KNOW WHAT?????? U are my gorg cute elder sister! <3 thanx a lot for organising this. You knew i would love this, even before i ever told you. You are an extremely sensible person, a sensitive one, and you have a great caring heart. We have been frends since day one? Isnt it? :O haha. *TOUCH WOOD* !!!!! :) Yeah bruh, i cant afford to loose ya lol. I know we have so much of distance in btwn us, but yet u are always there for me. <3 I wish laura allowed offsite meetings and also that you come to India soon :( ill deactivate my id and say, i wasnt a member of 7cups while meeting nenopi? Heueheueheueh , damn i am so good at plans B-) lololol ( no Laura, i am JK, you dont need to ban me, ILY too <3 ) And the rest, you know how i feel about u nenopi, i keep on telling you every next day haha. So yeah, i love you and ill never give up on you, thanx for making me so proud with whatever u do everyday in your life. :) xoxo

Ending this on the note, that yeah, i love you all. And my love for you is as real as i am hungry 24*7! :( <3 xoxo haha! <3 my Angels! <3 And please stick around to me, dont leave me for any mistakes i do. Just rectify me, and ill accept it whole heartedly. I just dont want to be abandoned by anyone anymore haha! Xoxo <3

- Yati (OneLifeToLive)

💞 @OneLifeToLive ♥ 💞

Happy 1st anniversary !!! I can hardly believe my very own favourite oldiepie marshmelon is one year old ( well kinda ) !

Ever since I first saw you in the forums when you tried to eat the poor lil kiddo's alive , you became my favourite oldie bae ever ! I don't even mind if you try to nom my nose off again and I just can't wait till I can spam your PM's with love and huggles and cute bunny gifs !!

You're the sweetest cutiepatootie oldie ever and even though you can be a bit scary you're just absolutely adorable ! Stay awesomesauceum forevers and keeping nomming the kiddos all you like I love my oldiepie so very much * sends hugs and cookies and pizza to the dark side * !!!

pssst , you're fantabulous ♥