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GlenM March 23rd, 2015

Congratulations! You made it to the next level on your growth path. Share with us the #1 thing you learned on this leg of your journey!

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elusive23 August 3rd, 2015

Hi, I had a feeling I will not make it in this world, I think a lot of killing myself, I don't have the guts, I don't have the nerve to even try, I met many ppl on this site that made me think how great life can be, but my life is not so great, I been through bullying, abuse, shame, pain and humiliation ...why not ha* ? many ppl on this site feel wat I feel, went through wat I went through, I tried to open up my life to many ppl, I can't , I break down, I fall into a void as usual, anyway, Im fighting to move forward, it's hard it's painful, but I'm trying, I wish my dreams came true, but they only fantasies... ..peace out..

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KoiFish August 3rd, 2015

@elusive23 I'm also making improvements. Keep pushing. We are all here to support one another through this

Dreamer02 August 3rd, 2015

I went through all the things you did except bullying....well kinda but it was more of a one sided fight between an old friend and this mean girl and I tried to help but then she started letting me join in on the bashing fun. Back to you, I think the farthest I got was a knife leaving an indent on my chest above my heart and I was......9 or 10 then....it's been 4 or 3 years now. And I stopped that day bcuz I was thought, mamma will be so sad when she finds me....but she probably will find mor pros than cons.....then daddy will miss me...and I'll miss me...and so will my friends....but mainly,i thought give it a year...and I did. Then another. Then another. Then another. And here I am...SO glad I didn't do it. Just think about the future6if you don't. I've had my lows, but I've had my highs. So you're doing great. You survived the years. Once you get use to doing that, you can THRIVE. And you'll know it's all because of you....you're doing good, just wanted you to know ❤

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Mr3Stacks August 3rd, 2015

7 cups of tea kept me from harming myself

behindblueeyes92 August 3rd, 2015

even though it took a while to connect to a listener once i did i felt so much better. I noticed that no one is on here to judge me and that i can be open and honest

Bonnie22 August 3rd, 2015

Thank you for the support!

sexierthanallofyou August 3rd, 2015

Makes me feel less lonely, only a little bit less though.

Theangelfromhell August 3rd, 2015

Helping people feels REALLY good.

Lighthouse2014 August 3rd, 2015

I have learned to let go and accept and that we have the inherent choice to choose how we wish to influence people around us and that we alone can shine light on the darkness within us.

3abkreno August 3rd, 2015

😞

Annaorganization August 3rd, 2015

There is never a rainbow without a little rain❤️

Annaorganization August 3rd, 2015

Sometimes a tear drop contains different emotions. For example sadness or happiness. But sometimes there is no emotion and nobody understands. So just cry it out. And don't explain unless it needs to be explained.