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@sighingArtist Sounds like you feel very under-stimulated and not challenged or energized by anything. What makes you feel excited or happy, even if it's just for a little while?

@FeelsMoreLikeAMemory

usually its videogames, drawing and talking to friends

ive been having a really bad artblock for a while, only a very few amount of games interest me somewhat and my friends are either ignoring me or are too busy doing something else :') listening to music is a very last resort thing right now

@sighingArtist As a writer, I know what that awful "block" feels like. It's the worst! But usually it ends and new ideas and inspiration come back, as I'm sure you know. Sometimes we need to initiate contact w/ friends rather than wait for them to have time for us. Ciuld you try inviting a friend to get coffee/see a movie/ just spend time catching up? They might be dying for a break!

@FeelsMoreLikeAMemory

i dont see how that would work since ive been pretty much losing contact with a lot of people and the ones i usually see every day at school are almost always avoiding me

i think theyre p much having a break from my negative vibes lmao..

@sighingArtist I'm sorry about that. In that case, maybe counseling or therapy would be a good place to start. You would have the chance to talk to someone on a regular basis and hopefully find ways of re-connecting with your friends.