Smoll 💜
@smollperidotsbreakdown
smoll buddy :o 💜 me just checking in, friend. 💜 how’s you? 💜 *sending huggle wuggles if okay* 💜
(please don’t read or post here unless you’re smoll or me. thank you.)
@LoveMyMoonflowers im okis i think, *huggle wuggles* how you?
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown
okay friend 💜 me just wanted to check in, i was a bit worried about smoll friend because you weren’t so okie yesterday... 😞 *massiiive huggle wuggles for friendo* 💜 i’m okay right now 💜 thank you buddy
@LoveMyMoonflowers yeah brain been bouncing around on how it feels, yesterday was just blocking out regression alllll day long. probably gonna have to do that again today
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown
i hear you on that :( i’m sorry friend, blocking out regression? :') do you mean just on cupsies…? 😞💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers mhm, but i cant let myself properly regress without having people to talk to so yeah :\
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown
awwe… 😞 i’m sorry buddy that’s not fun… me not completely sure about the regression rules in the rooms anymore, i remember seeing some people who were smol/half-smol in the rooms and the mods seemed ok with it. they didn’t say anything…
friend you’re always welcome in forums though 💜 it’s okie. *huggles* if you’re comfy you can tag me then and we can talkie in the forums? :o
idk maybe we should also ask a commod about the rule again (?) bc i really don’t know tbh… 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers yeah idk, mods dont seem to be implementing anything but when i mention the guidelines and how its annoying and can be more hurtful than helpful for me they get all "its for safety blah blah blah" about it
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown
mmm nuu that’s not fun friend i’m sorry 😞 you’re right though… of course there are good rules out there like no offsite contact and things like that 💕 those make things safer but mmm not the regression rule… 😞 they even say that when someone is smol or it’s a little alter in a system they should go to PMs but it can be scary in PMs and the wrong kind of people can try to do stuff… 😞 not vv safe. :/
i remember reading a lot of great points in that original forum thread, lots of people mentioned several things (issues) about the rule… 💜
i don’t think they have any rules against it in forum-land though. 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers yeah, probably gonna make a little space thread for myself here soon.
on of what i consider the most important points someone made was that members can be on while not sober/under the influence but people cant while regressed(using a healthy coping mechanism) cant is so wrong and just *** up
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown
yea that will be good friend. 💜 it’s good to have a safe space for yourself 💜
i agree wholeheartedly. :') 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers yeah i just hope it stays a nice safe space..
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown
awwe 🥺 how would it become otherwise, buddy? :') 💜 maybe you can include a gentle reminder in the post, that you don’t want replies (?) 💜 or if you’re okie with replies, just replies from people you already know? 💜 whatever you’re feeling comfy with. 💜 me has seen that including a reminder to be kind and gentle and respectful usually works in forums 💜 and if something does happen in the thread... 😞 you can maybe talk to a forum leader who can nom anything that needs nomming and tidy it up 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
I am doing ok today how are you doing?
@lovingRainbows2088
hi there 💜 im glad you’re doing okay (: i’m ok too, right now. thanks. 💜
however, i’d just like to let you know that this forum thread/space is actually just for my friend Smoll and me :o 💜 i’m sorry i didn’t make that clearer in the thread, earlier. i’ll add that now 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
how you doing today ni?
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown
smoll buddy 💜 idk how i am lol :') how’s you friend…? 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
meh, brain is doing a thing. had a dream last night and still feel unsettled by it
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown
i’m sorry buddy ☹️ was it a nightmare…? 😞 dreams can feel so real friend, tbh - understandable to feel unsettled by it even now. 💙 *offers a hug* 💙
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown
i forgot to ask if smoll buddy received a reply from the admin :o 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
it was kind of a nightmare, idrk just felt weird. and no still no reply
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown
yeah i get that i’ve had those kinds of dreams before too. sort of like a nightmare and yet not exactly a nightmare 💙 and just weird :/ how are you feeling now friend? 💙
i’m so sorry they didn’t reply yet. ☹️ that’s kinda strange because i received a pretty quick reply when i contacted them. took a day or two but… not this long. ☹️💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown
okay buddy 💜 hope you can nom something and take your meds soon. 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
yeah probably just gonna say to *** with the meds for today, its kinda late to take em anyways. lunch is in like 45 minutes so kinda soon. never soon enough tho
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown
i’m sorry buddy i saw your reply late 😞💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
its oki, always
@LoveMyMoonflowers
ah anxiety is soooo great/s
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown
i’m sorry friend :( how’s you feeling today? <3
@LoveMyMoonflowers sorry, havent been on over weekend. im doing pretty good rn actually. exciting thing happened that ill have to tell you about later
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown
no worries friend <3 you’re all good (: awwe i’m glad something exciting happened! :o 💜 will smoll buddy tell me here or in rooms? :o whatever you’re comfy with <3
@LoveMyMoonflowers i tell in rooms
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown
okay friend
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i miss you friendo :(
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown 🥺 i miss you too. haven’t heard from you in ages 🥺 hugs if okie
@LoveMyMoonflowers *hugs* yeah i havent really been on bc of summer...
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown
yeah i get that. how longs your break? mine just started recently too. <3 how you been smoll friend 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers it ends mid/end august, things have been a lot, went good for a while but this past week and a half or so have really varied day to day but generally been on the worse side. hbu?
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown
ah. mine too - it’s till the end of august. 💙
i hear you. i’m glad it was good for a while but i understand life is a bit of a roller coaster sometimes friend :') *hugs* i'm sorry it been on the worse side though… 🥺 does smoll friend want to talk about it? (No pressure)
eh… i’ve been. kind of a mess. lol. i’ve been all over the place tbh. thank you for asking though 💙
I might poof randomly friend because it kind of my sleepy time soon. or maybe way past that, depending on how you look at it. it’s 3:20 am 😅
@LoveMyMoonflowers oh nu thats late/early, i dont really need to talk about it so it can wait. you need sleepies
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown
sleep is some concept aliens invented and then tried to bring it to earth to humans. lol. ill get it eventually once i’ve chased it down enough.
@LoveMyMoonflowers hehe lol
i think the main thing thats been making things hard lately is some stuff happened and i broke up with my partner
*hugs* understandable it feels like something is missing smoll. :( is there anything i can do to help :')
@LoveMyMoonflowers nu i dont think so
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown okay….
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Random thing but just missing you right now, love you/p
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown
Smoll 💙 I missed you so much. :( i haven't been active on here at all… 😓
@LoveMyMoonflowers
yeah I get that, I'm trying to get back on because mental stuff is getting worse and I miss people but most people aren't on when I am
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown yeah i get that… ❤️ is it cause time zones? then again most people in rooms nowadays arent people ik very well. 🫠 i don’t see my old friends often, it’s mostly new people…
thinking about you smoll.
@LoveMyMoonflowers yeah its mainly just new people, I'm thinking about you too, miss you and love you/p
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown love u too /p im gonna try to be on here more often hopefully. 💙 I miss everyone so much. it just feels weird to try to reach out because i feel like people hate me now for not being around. 🫠
so many people have left… :') i'm really glad ur still here tho smoll. 💙 How's life? (no pressure but if u wanna talk about anything im all ears)