Smoll 💜
@smollperidotsbreakdown
smoll buddy :o 💜 me just checking in, friend. 💜 how’s you? 💜 *sending huggle wuggles if okay* 💜
(please don’t read or post here unless you’re smoll or me. thank you.)
@LoveMyMoonflowers im okis i think, *huggle wuggles* how you?
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown
okay friend 💜 me just wanted to check in, i was a bit worried about smoll friend because you weren’t so okie yesterday... 😞 *massiiive huggle wuggles for friendo* 💜 i’m okay right now 💜 thank you buddy
@LoveMyMoonflowers yeah brain been bouncing around on how it feels, yesterday was just blocking out regression alllll day long. probably gonna have to do that again today
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown
i hear you on that :( i’m sorry friend, blocking out regression? :') do you mean just on cupsies…? 😞💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers mhm, but i cant let myself properly regress without having people to talk to so yeah :\
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown
awwe… 😞 i’m sorry buddy that’s not fun… me not completely sure about the regression rules in the rooms anymore, i remember seeing some people who were smol/half-smol in the rooms and the mods seemed ok with it. they didn’t say anything…
friend you’re always welcome in forums though 💜 it’s okie. *huggles* if you’re comfy you can tag me then and we can talkie in the forums? :o
idk maybe we should also ask a commod about the rule again (?) bc i really don’t know tbh… 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers yeah idk, mods dont seem to be implementing anything but when i mention the guidelines and how its annoying and can be more hurtful than helpful for me they get all "its for safety blah blah blah" about it
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown
mmm nuu that’s not fun friend i’m sorry 😞 you’re right though… of course there are good rules out there like no offsite contact and things like that 💕 those make things safer but mmm not the regression rule… 😞 they even say that when someone is smol or it’s a little alter in a system they should go to PMs but it can be scary in PMs and the wrong kind of people can try to do stuff… 😞 not vv safe. :/
i remember reading a lot of great points in that original forum thread, lots of people mentioned several things (issues) about the rule… 💜
i don’t think they have any rules against it in forum-land though. 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers yeah, probably gonna make a little space thread for myself here soon.
on of what i consider the most important points someone made was that members can be on while not sober/under the influence but people cant while regressed(using a healthy coping mechanism) cant is so wrong and just *** up
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown
yea that will be good friend. 💜 it’s good to have a safe space for yourself 💜
i agree wholeheartedly. :') 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers yeah i just hope it stays a nice safe space..
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown
awwe 🥺 how would it become otherwise, buddy? :') 💜 maybe you can include a gentle reminder in the post, that you don’t want replies (?) 💜 or if you’re okie with replies, just replies from people you already know? 💜 whatever you’re feeling comfy with. 💜 me has seen that including a reminder to be kind and gentle and respectful usually works in forums 💜 and if something does happen in the thread... 😞 you can maybe talk to a forum leader who can nom anything that needs nomming and tidy it up 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
I am doing ok today how are you doing?
@lovingRainbows2088
hi there 💜 im glad you’re doing okay (: i’m ok too, right now. thanks. 💜
however, i’d just like to let you know that this forum thread/space is actually just for my friend Smoll and me :o 💜 i’m sorry i didn’t make that clearer in the thread, earlier. i’ll add that now 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
how you doing today ni?
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown
smoll buddy 💜 idk how i am lol :') how’s you friend…? 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
meh, brain is doing a thing. had a dream last night and still feel unsettled by it
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown
i’m sorry buddy ☹️ was it a nightmare…? 😞 dreams can feel so real friend, tbh - understandable to feel unsettled by it even now. 💙 *offers a hug* 💙
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown
i forgot to ask if smoll buddy received a reply from the admin :o 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
it was kind of a nightmare, idrk just felt weird. and no still no reply
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown
yeah i get that i’ve had those kinds of dreams before too. sort of like a nightmare and yet not exactly a nightmare 💙 and just weird :/ how are you feeling now friend? 💙
i’m so sorry they didn’t reply yet. ☹️ that’s kinda strange because i received a pretty quick reply when i contacted them. took a day or two but… not this long. ☹️💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown
okay buddy 💜 hope you can nom something and take your meds soon. 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
yeah probably just gonna say to *** with the meds for today, its kinda late to take em anyways. lunch is in like 45 minutes so kinda soon. never soon enough tho
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown
i’m sorry buddy i saw your reply late 😞💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
its oki, always
@LoveMyMoonflowers
ah anxiety is soooo great/s
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown
i’m sorry friend :( how’s you feeling today? <3
@LoveMyMoonflowers sorry, havent been on over weekend. im doing pretty good rn actually. exciting thing happened that ill have to tell you about later
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown
no worries friend <3 you’re all good (: awwe i’m glad something exciting happened! :o 💜 will smoll buddy tell me here or in rooms? :o whatever you’re comfy with <3
@LoveMyMoonflowers i tell in rooms
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown
okay friend
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i miss you friendo :(
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown 🥺 i miss you too. haven’t heard from you in ages 🥺 hugs if okie
@LoveMyMoonflowers *hugs* yeah i havent really been on bc of summer...
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown
yeah i get that. how longs your break? mine just started recently too. <3 how you been smoll friend 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers it ends mid/end august, things have been a lot, went good for a while but this past week and a half or so have really varied day to day but generally been on the worse side. hbu?
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown
ah. mine too - it’s till the end of august. 💙
i hear you. i’m glad it was good for a while but i understand life is a bit of a roller coaster sometimes friend :') *hugs* i'm sorry it been on the worse side though… 🥺 does smoll friend want to talk about it? (No pressure)
eh… i’ve been. kind of a mess. lol. i’ve been all over the place tbh. thank you for asking though 💙
I might poof randomly friend because it kind of my sleepy time soon. or maybe way past that, depending on how you look at it. it’s 3:20 am 😅
@LoveMyMoonflowers oh nu thats late/early, i dont really need to talk about it so it can wait. you need sleepies
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown
sleep is some concept aliens invented and then tried to bring it to earth to humans. lol. ill get it eventually once i’ve chased it down enough.
@LoveMyMoonflowers hehe lol
i think the main thing thats been making things hard lately is some stuff happened and i broke up with my partner
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown
:( i’m sorry to hear that smoll. i never been in a relationship before tbh so im not sure what it like exactly but it must be hard… 🥺 it kind of feels like through life we lose people in different ways and pieces of ourselves with them. i'm sorry friend 💙
understandable that things would be hard after the breakup 🥺
@LoveMyMoonflowers yeah i also just feel like crap bc we said we still wanted to try and be friend but ive been treating them kind of ***. my reasons for breaking up with them were all stupid. and now im finding out that the whole time theyve liked someone else in our friend group to but ugh. i just dont know what to do anymore. all ive got is like 5 people i really trust and my art/music
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown friend just a heads up i’m gonna log off now because my eyes feeling kind of droopy and it getting little hard to say up, me will talkie to you tomorrow though friend, stay safe 💙 *hugs*
@LoveMyMoonflowers oki friendo, night night *hugs*
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown
*peek* ni friend here now 💙 for a bit, until i get caught lol 😅
@LoveMyMoonflowers heylo, sorry, went off bc no wanted to do work yesterday
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown that's okie friend 💙 hi
@LoveMyMoonflowers hiwo
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown sorry i dont know what to say
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown it's okie friend 💙 i don’t really know what to say either hehe. *hugs if okay*
@LoveMyMoonflowers *hugs* im so tired 😞
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown *hugs* physically or mentally…? or both? 🥺💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers everything. i dont feel like i can do anything anymore, and like theres something missing
*hugs* understandable it feels like something is missing smoll. :( is there anything i can do to help :')
@LoveMyMoonflowers nu i dont think so
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown okay….
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Random thing but just missing you right now, love you/p
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown
Smoll 💙 I missed you so much. :( i haven't been active on here at all… 😓
@LoveMyMoonflowers
yeah I get that, I'm trying to get back on because mental stuff is getting worse and I miss people but most people aren't on when I am
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown yeah i get that… ❤️ is it cause time zones? then again most people in rooms nowadays arent people ik very well. 🫠 i don’t see my old friends often, it’s mostly new people…
thinking about you smoll.
@LoveMyMoonflowers yeah its mainly just new people, I'm thinking about you too, miss you and love you/p
@SmollPeridotsBreakdown love u too /p im gonna try to be on here more often hopefully. 💙 I miss everyone so much. it just feels weird to try to reach out because i feel like people hate me now for not being around. 🫠
so many people have left… :') i'm really glad ur still here tho smoll. 💙 How's life? (no pressure but if u wanna talk about anything im all ears)