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SmollPeridotsBreakdown
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I'm not on very much anymore, feel free to tag me in forums and ill get back to you when I can!

I will usually only be on Monday through Friday, 7:30 am to 2:30 pm mountain standard time.


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I am cool being called Ash, smoll, peridot, or peri. (I also like being called ghostie)


(TW)

I've struggled with things like depression, self-harm, autism/adhd, and anxiety. My friends are my life and I owe so much to them. If I’m saying things like mmmmm or using … then I probably am having problems or not feeling good, usually in a mental sense.

I’m into art and music. I like to try and write songs or at least poetry type stuff.

I played bass guitar in my old schools Jazz band and am super into music so I'm always up to talk about that stuff!

I'm playing auxiliary percussion in my schools marching band and many different instruments in percussion ensemble

Caps can be trigger for me, as well as anything graphic, loss can be a bit triggering but I'm usually fine discussing it, and yeah i think that's it but it can vary a bit moment to moment.



Pronouns:

They/he/she(anything else besides it/its are fine to though i lean a bit away from she/her)


some quotes I love:

  • I said I was sorry. I meant it. 
  • Choose people not sides
  • As a whole people suck. But a person can be extraordinary.
  • I’m not crazy. My reality is just different from yours.
  • “I am sexually afraid”-word prediction
  • Sometimes you have to lose your mind to find your soul
  • gender is a performance and today's show has been canceled due to lack of interest.
  • "Ik we lurk but anxiety lurks harder"-seraphlynn
  • “No dying in TCR. Makes the place untidy”- brilliantTurtle89
  • hope you're feeling wonderness!-irl friend
  • I am not an early bird or a night owl. I am some form of permanently exhausted pigeon
  • spend your life doing strange things with weird people
  • Sounds like its time for me to break in >:D-me
  • Problem there no is not
  • *long scream* I'm about to have a mental breakdown because of a piece of bread- irl friend
  • I can taste the beans in my throat- irl friend
  • Y'know, fruity pebbles are one of my favourite cereals and not JUST because they're fruity- irl friend
  • I want to make life so achingly lovely that you could never bear to leave it
  • socks are deadly!- irl friend
  • *long scream* I am about to have a mental breakdown because of a piece of bread- irl friend
  • To forget someone you love, is like trying to remember someone you never knew
  • it smells like wet rain -irl friend
  • WAFFLE HOUSE! mhm. i got it.-irl friend

  • Feel free to give me more quotes for this!




Just some things I like:

  • Animals
  • Drawing
  • Aliens
  • frogs
  • Halloween
  • Pokemon
  • Rats(I have one beautiful baby ratty boy named robin)
  • Poetry
  • I'm a huge music person and am always happy to discuss music


Comfort characters

  • Kirishima (mha)
  • 2-D (Gorillaz)
  • Clementine (yaelokre)
  • Coraline (Coraline)

Music, band, and writing things of mine

I hope anyone reading this is doing good. You’ve all made it this far so why stop now.


#dinozforlife



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Deco paci ideas
Arts & Crafts / by SmollPeridotsBreakdown
Last post
 December 15th
...See more I am an age regressor and I just got my first proper pacifier for my little space, I want to make it a deco and have the theme be toothless. I'm looking for ideas and inspirations and would appreciate any help!
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Senior marching band speech (Bandimonies)
Hobby Zone / by SmollPeridotsBreakdown
Last post
 November 11th
...See more Every year my schools marching band does what we call bandimonies, its where all the seniors in the band give a short speech to the band. Everyone recommends starting on your ideas for it as soon as you can, so despite only being a sophomore I want to start now I organized a few ideas and topics to talk about and have written a draft that I want to get some opinions on For reference K is a friend, E is another friend, D is a director, R is also a director This is going to sound corny and I'm sure you’ve all heard this a million times from seniors in their bandimonies but band truly saved me. I first started band in my freshman year with copper mountains jazz band, i had never truly committed and learned an instrument before but the band needed someone to play bass and E recommended me to D, with his help i was able to learn so much in a very short amount of time, I will always be grateful to him for pushing me to learn more and get better.  I joined marching band and percussion my sophomore year and almost gave up time and time again, i lost many people dear to me that year but R and everyone in front ensemble with me were understanding and helped me push through and make the absolute best of a very rough situation.  I’ve gone through a lot of mental health issues over the year but music and band has been there for me through it all.  Then theres K, she’s been my absolute best friend since the 3rd grade, she inspired me to join band and get into music, she’s stuck with me through thick and thin. I don't know where I’d be without her. Thank you K. It’s been an amazing experience to be here with you all and see everyone including myself grow over the years. Thank you all and I hope to keep in touch with anyone who’d like to and I’d love to see what you all go on to do in the future.  Again this is a very rough draft and some parts just hit main topics or points I may want to bring up
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IDK
Anxiety Support / by SmollPeridotsBreakdown
Last post
 March 17th
...See more i finally feel like i have found something to hold on to, but my anxiety keeps telling me that im messing things up and that i'm going to loss it. any advice?
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A little space
Journals & Diaries / by SmollPeridotsBreakdown
Last post
 February 29th
...See more not quite sure where to put this so it's going in here. I use age regression to cope(its basically the only healthy coping i have), but i've found that without support/someone to talk to it ends up going wrong somewhere (impure regression, flashbacks, etc.). However i don't have a safe space to talk to anyone in that mindset due to the room guidelines here(don't get me started on how stupid i find it, i know its for safety but still).  So im creating this forum so i can have a sort of space for that. Any other regressors can feel free to use this space as well as any non regressors who want to support. Just please be kind and respectful.
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Memorial type thing i guess for my lil baby boy noah
Grief & Loss / by SmollPeridotsBreakdown
Last post
 February 8th
...See more This picture is from back when i had first gotten him, hadnt had him for more than a week when i  took this photo. I miss my sweet baby boy so much. I'll love you forever noah<3
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Just a little fyi
General Support / by SmollPeridotsBreakdown
Last post
 January 26th
...See more Hey i just wanted to let everyone know i'm probably not going to be on very much(as i already havent really been). Life has just gotten a little crazy and complicated, i won't go to into the details, just don't want to leave everyone without an explanation. I will still be trying to be on just not very often and likely not for long periods at a time. @AvyIsKing@teenmorgan16@hardworkingHuman4356@AstroIsABee@EchoTheDragon@theboymoana@LoveMyMoonflowers@taylorhugs12@Darkerplaces@kylersartpace lemme know if there's anyone i missed tagging 
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For @kylersartpace
Pen Pals / by SmollPeridotsBreakdown
Last post
 November 9th
...See more This forum if for Kyler and all his friends for when he ages up. He just wants to have a space with all of you @Dragovin7 @teenmorgan16 @IamAubrey23 @Rackson More people will be tagged later on!
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