Nadia and pixie space
@iloveyouxx hi Nadia I know we haven’t spoken in a while and I haven’t been on 7 cups much lately but I really miss you and couldn’t find our old thread so I’m making this new one so we can hopefully talk again
pixie💕💕
pixie💖
I’m so so so so so so so sorry :') I never meant to leave like that and so much has been happening but Ive missed you so much🩷how’re you🩷🩷/behonestlol
@iloveyouxx awwwww no no no you have nothing to apologize for friend. Yeah a lot has been happening for me too but I’m so so glad we are talking again💜💜💜 I’ve missed you toooo I’m idk tbh how are you(be honest)
@pixierobin
im glad too🩷I hope you’re okay💜you can talk if you want ):💕idk either heh everything’s just :')
@iloveyouxx yeah that’s how I feel haha
thanks I’m ok
you can alway talk too💕
also sorry if my responses are slow I’m in the middle of dress shopping
@pixierobin
yeah it’s just a lot💜dress shopping :0 I’m so sure you’d look beautiful in any🩷this is random but are you recovering from your ed💜and it’s oke tyt💕
@iloveyouxx thanks but they are not for me it’s wedding dress shopping for my cousin.
yeah I get that no pressure to talk about it😊
Not really I guess
how about you have you been sleeping any? I haven’t haha 🥲
@pixierobin
awwe well my cousins getting married too hah :p I’m sorry I was hoping you would’ve had it better by now😞smh TvT nope still sleep deprived and starving myself🥲🩷..
@iloveyouxx oh that kinda funny both our cousins getting married.
haha sameee🥲 I’m sorry things are still so bad at least we are back together though💕
@pixierobin
lol yeah xD oh no it’s much worse that’s just :')
do you still go to rooms🩷? I haven’t in a while :0 have you made any new cups friends after everything💕
@iloveyouxx oh I’m sorry
yeah I kinda just went of 7 cups completely for while and before that I didn’t do much rooms and now I’m back I’ve gone back to them some but mostly just talking to my old friends
yeah I get not being on here much anymore but I’m glad to talk to you we should definitely still talk even if we don’t do rooms any more💕
@pixierobin
yeah I know💜I agree tho I missed you sm💕💗this just reminded me of one of our friends :’) hold on let me find the name
@pixierobin
hey🩷are you busy😛💕missed youu
@iloveyouxx hiii not really just really tired I feel weird
how are youuuu?
missed you too💕💕
@pixierobin
awwe me too. I haven’t been feeling really well lately, I don’t remember if I already asked but have you started summer break yet💕?
@iloveyouxx awwww I’m sorry about that
oh yeah I started awhile ago but I’m doing online school this year and I’m about to start again. What about you?
@pixierobin
its okaayy💕
omg I wish I had online school, I’m starting year 9 on september 2, is there any reason you’re doing online school now?
sorry I just woke up lol I slept🥲😛💜
@iloveyouxx yeah I’m really glad abt online school too I wish you could too. My last school was just getting really bad so my mom pulled me out. Haha that’s ok I’m glad you are getting sleep💕
@pixierobin
😭😭god I want that so bad😭I wish I could switch schools my dad wouldn’t let me tho no matter what it was :’) awe thankyou💕how’re you❤️? hugs I’m happy you don’t have to do school irl this year, online school is so much better imo even if you had to open your camera or still wear a uniform or any of that it’s still just so much better, what year are you in now?💗im going onto year 9😛🩷
@iloveyouxx awww I’m sorry friend *hugssss*💜💜💜 yeah I’m hoping it will go well but who knows. Eh I’m not that great but idk just normal I guess if that makes sense. How are you?? Yeah so am I haha
@pixierobin
*huuggss*🩷🩷🩷it’s okay💜💜I’m hoping it’ll go well for you too :p💕
oof I’m sorry same and it does make sense, this is really random but is it not crazy that we start school at (depends but) 4 and finish at 17/18 and my lead teacher said your school years are meant to be the best years of your life but.…theyre not.😭
but what do you think would change your normal or how you’ve been for so long ):💗
you are? lol we’re growing up together😛💖/j
@iloveyoux yeah idk this just seems like a permanent normal yk? I’m sorry that it is like that for you🥲
yeah it’s really stupid like school for me was so bad with like bullying and teachers and everything and the thing is I’m gonna be glad to be away from school and my parents when I’m older but also even after life still sucks yk? It’s like we never get a break.
yeah haha I didn’t even realize we were in the same grade haha. 💚🩵💚
@pixierobin
aww🥲🩷
yeah I get it. school is just ugh horrible and it’s like you’re not even safe at home or at school and you don’t have a proper escape from everything :’) or maybe that’s just me🤪and true if I make it to a point where I can just move far away from everything I don’t think id be happy or even okay still. I feel like, the damage is done and I can’t actually be happy again, but again, that’s just me😛sorry for venting it’s 4:42am and I felt lonely lol sorry💜
hehe <3💛💛
it’s 4:44am now xD hugggsss🖤🖤🖤
@iloveyouxx exactly it’s definitely not just you like everything you just said describes it so well for how it is for me too like my plan is too move far away from my family but like you said it’s like the damage is done and I’ll never be happy.
don’t be sorry you can vent whenever you want💖💖 *hugs* it’s almost 8 pm for me haha time differences are weird lol
@pixierobin
oof now I realize I would’ve preferred it if it was just me you don’t deserve to relate :')❤️I wish I could say something to help but I feel the same way
awe💗hugs💕💖you can always talk about you too🩷woah lol I wish it was 8pm here, I hope you end up sleeping better than me :p💜
@iloveyouxx awww you don’t deserve to relate either but at least we have each other💕 thanks haha tho I doubt it sleep is hard lol hope you get some too💚
@pixierobin
aww I’m happy I have you💕I think it’s too late for me😛sun rised it’s 5:22am and nuu please try you deserve to get some rest sleep is essentiall >>>: *👀* but actually :p I’ve tried so many different techniques and stuff to help you sleep but it’s partly me that’s stopping me. are you tired but can’t sleep or?🤍
@iloveyouxx awww well I hope you get sleep soon it’s important🩵 yeah same I’ve tried so many things and like I’m tired but I just can’t sleep yk plus it’s the only time I feel safe because ik my family is asleep and so I can relax yk
@pixierobin
thats what i tell other people :’) that no one’s awake at night and it’s just the only time I can really..breathe. but I think I have a lot of reasons. like it feels stupid to just sleep with everything going on I can’t just close my eyes and sleep if that makes sense, and then there’s nightmares that I get every time I do close my eyes and sleep. I like being up at night kind of. but of course I also kinda wanna sleep too idk, btw I might have to go soon because I’m logged on on someone else’s device and :p🤍
@iloveyouxx yeah I get that I feel like as soon as I lay down everything just starts closing in around me and I get nightmares too they are hard🥲 I like the night but then being that tired just makes the day so much harder so idk but I get what you mean💜 it’s ok if you have to go hope we can talk later💙💙
@pixierobin
): ugh everything just sucks hearing about you having everything suck somehow sucks more. I'm sorry you get nightmares too :’) and yeah running on little to no sleep is so hard especially at school it would be so impossible and draining it felt horrible, im still here until I poof lol🖤
@pixierobin
oof true🥲school can’t get any worse on its own. of course I’ll feel bad I feel so bad I mean I don’t care about me but you don’t deserve any of this ):🤍
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@iloveyouxx thanks 💜 but you don’t deserve this either so I care about you even if you don’t *hugs*💙💙💙
@pixierobin
awe :’)💗hugs💓💓💜
hey❤️I’m sorry but are you still online?
@pixierobin
@iloveyouxx don’t apologize💖 yeah I’m here
@pixierobin
awe yay and lol that was fast💕well I didn’t sleep. and also I kinda need a distraction :’) sorry for being idk dependent or anything I don’t know who else to talk to no one’s online
@iloveyouxx haha I can’t sleep either
it’s ok I get it i don’t really have many people to talk to either
you can always talk to me❣️❣️
@pixierobin
😛nouu don’t end up like mee its 7:30am😭😭
yeah I’m sorry pixie it’s been really lonely for me lately
awe💞💞no it’s fine I just wanted to talk to someone as a distraction :’)💙idk what to talk about😛
@iloveyouxx haha that was me yesterday but it’s only 10 30 for me lol
noooo don’t apologize yeah it’s been like that for me too
and I just feel like I’ll be even lonelier as a grown up yk
yeah that’s ok haha me neither
@pixierobin
ouh are you sleepy yet?
yeah I get it and I feel the same way. It’s been really lonely on cups and irl, feel so dissociated
hm well todays national ice cream day🤪💕what are your thoughts on gravity? what’s your fav school subject. if you had to pick 3 things to live with for a month what would they be? what’s the most exciting thing that’s ever happened to you?
nfta to all of those xd
@iloveyouxx not really lol you?
yeah I’m pretty much alone all the time and cups just isn’t the same anymore for some reason
idk I think it would be fun if there was slightly less gravity I really like history. Nothing exciting has ever really happened to me that I can think of Wbu?
@pixierobin
I'm really sorry I had to go back now🩷
really tired but not sleepy I think
😞I know and it hurts so bad. and yeah cups changed but I've been in rooms and forums and pms and I can just see it all happening. you know you got talked bad about? by someone I won't mention but they've been spreading lies about so many people in pms. and so many people are getting banned and muted. and so many people are leaving cups and there're so many newbies who won't get the rules. and in forums or atleast the side I've seen everyone's in groups which I mean it's fine but if you're not a really specific person no one really talks to you. or when I've seen so many other people saying they'll leave cups even my (ex) bsf on here everyone would just say such amazing things and everyone would gather and write up these essays but noone cares about you and idk. and in rooms when there aren't fights it just feels so fake and forced, that or there's just a ton of hatred from people but yeah it's been slot I guess what I've seen in those couple of months :') I don't talk about any of it but yeah I'm alone too🤍
I know and yk the way gravity was discovered is always kinda funny because like this guy just had an apple fall from a tree on his head and then thought, wait, why did this apple go down? why didn't it go to the right, or left, or up?
I hate history but I have a horrible teacher so :p
I can't think of much either, some people once thought I was an actor in this show. It was because of the shirt I was wearing not because I looked like someone or anything ☠️ lol that was so silly I never actually told them it wasn't me
@iloveyouxx yeah that’s I honestly don’t go to rooms much it just makes me really sad how bad cups has gotten cause like I love my friends but then i just feeel like I never see them anymore and the people in the rooms don’t really wanna talk to me so now cups seems different and yeah people spreading rumors is so sad to me I mean it’s supposed to be a safe space
but it’s like I can’t bring myself to delete either because I still have friends like you yk I’m really glad we are still friends❣️❣️❣️❣️
yeah lol my history teacher was not great but by myself I really like history. Ooo what tv show was it? Yeah I’m pretty boring lol
@pixierobin
sorryyy I had to go
yeah i don’t go to rooms at all anymore everyone’s just settled on who they like. and there’s so much role playing and dating too but everyone says it’s a joke, it is sad ): it was always real people on this site but now it just feels so much like people irl
awww I’m so glad too❣️❤️❣️I sent a request to delete my member account. this one, no one actually cares anymore and there’s no point :’) if I can tho I’ll come back on another acc but only to talk to you tho everyone else is just. I hope you never do that at all ):❤️I want you here and I love you being here💕💗
you’re not borinnggg D: I like talking to you, or maybe I’m just boring😛I’m good with uneventful days lol
@iloveyouxx np
Yeah I really misss them but I agree they just aren’t good anymore. I just feel like have no one yk irl and now on here I’m just really alone irl and idk
yeah I get why you’re leaving I just can’t bring myself to for some reason idk why I guess I just hope it would change even tho I know it won’t. I’ll miss you but I hope we can still talk
im really glad we met on that first day at least something good came out this app❣️❣️❣️
@pixierobin
I know. it feels so alone, but it’s okay, we can be alone together-lol💗🫂
I know it’s like now that I’m here it’s so hard to leave even tho I’m being hurt so much by being here
awe right you were the first person I’ve ever talked to on here too❣️❣️❤️❤️and probably
sorry bbl
@iloveyouxx sorry I fell asleep
haha yeah🫂
yeah I wish I could leave but I just can’t
I’m really glad that happens I think you were probably the closet friend I have on here💜💜
@pixierobin
awwwwe lol don’t apologize I’m glad you got some sleepp yay💕🩷you’re probably the closest friend I have on here too💗it’s 2am here but I can’t talk this night lol my dads taking our devices😭I’ll be able to talk in the morning or I’ll try and log in at some point💖lyyy take caree 💜💜💜
*hug attac if okie*
hey friend💕sorry I couldn’t come on again for so long
how’re you?💗
@pixierobin
@iloveyouxx *hugssss*💕
it’s ok I’m not great Hru?
@pixierobin
its 3 am😛✨
awwe. same, anything new or ): ? 🩷
@iloveyouxx oh my it’s 6 pm for me lol
well I woke up a little late so my moms probably gonna yell at me but yeah mostly just the normal stuff any reason for you?
I’m really really sorry pix here now ):🩷hugs how’re you💜? did your mom end up yelling ):
@iloveyouxx it’s ok💜 tired haha very tired how are you?
yeah but it’s ok I’m used to it
@pixierobin
aww noo, and you don’t deserve to be >:💜I’m tired too. 3am🤪💕
@iloveyouxx eh maybe I do who knows lol
yeah I might fall asleep so if I stop responding that’s why lol
I’m this close to offing myself lmao
@iloveyouxx ik some super long paragraph probably won’t help but ily so much❣️ and I’m here if you wann talk or just want a hug💕💕💕
@pixierobin
ily too💗I’m deactivating my account for a while I’m sorry <3 take care of yourself and be kind to you for meee💕🫶💕hugs tight love you friend🩷
@iloveyouxx I’ll miss you 🥲 but I get it *hugssss vv tight*💜💜💕 ily you too❣️ I hope you treat yourself how you treat me💖 I’ll try as long as you do💙🫂❣️
@pixierobin
awwww🥲🩷*forever hug*💖ily more tho😛❤️you’re so sweet😭hugs🤍🖤🫂🖤🤍
@iloveyouxx *forever hugs back* nuuuu ily you the mostest💕💕💕 thanks for everything you’re an amazing friend💖
@pixierobin
noupe I definitely love you more💗💞you’re the best friend ever💜how’re you?🩷
@iloveyouxx nuuuu💜💜 love you so much tho💕💕 your my best friend too🫂🫂🫂 eh idk normal *** so not great lol
how are youuu?(answer honestly)
@pixierobin
@iloveyouxx yeah haha🥲
love youuuu❣️❣️
yeah I’m sorry friends I hope eventually you will not be horrible🫂💖
@pixierobin
i hope you’ll not be horrible soon too❤️🫂❤️
@iloveyouxx hey ik it’s been a few days
how are you?💕
@iloveyouxx hey Nadia hope your doing ok I really miss you🤍💗
@pixierobin
hiiiiii🩷🩷
@iloveyouxx hey Nadia💕🩷💜 I missed you how are you? I see you went in the rooms today how was that? How are you? Sorry if I’m asking to much feel free to not answer any of this but I’m glad to see you ❣️
@pixierobin
hey💗i missed you too, I’m not good but you already know I won’t talk about it so how are you🤍? went into rooms just t see what it was like now before I went to sleep but I’m still up so xd I’m glad to see you too🩵