Living for urself (no close friends)
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Last week: surviving n getting thru each day w loneliness
This week: the same thing is back except that I’m observing aloneness more tho it hits on me afterwards anyway
We aint wanna live out lives like: just getting thru each day forever🥲🥲🥲
One day at time until u forgot how actually live instead of just be n existing cuz u too much into protection n energy into how to make this out n when they comes to end ur like oh finally got it…..
But ppl where is our awesome super shiny living?
🙏🏻🥲
World just goes on n u try to fit in ur shoe there again n keep on going the same cuz once u lose the pace who cares where ur now if u left behind or not..?
Just trying to get outta get probably won’t be that enough…
I find learning new things each day n distraction the best not to look in direction of pain. No one cares anyway. Ur on ur own. This is my life without close or any friends actually. U see how ppl took u for granted, took advantage n never rly value u enough. It’s just sad. Even if u express urself, they only get defensive.
U just gotta pick it urself all up n live for yourself AGAIN.
@livbinny that's right the only person we can ever fully rely on is ourselves, it's sad but true. Getting out of a rut is not an easy thing to do, and doing it alone feels almost impossible at times. I find it very brave/strong that you write here all your true thoughts and feelings ❤ I hope one-day life will be good again.. You never know what's just around the corner ❤
Honestly, I don’t have a problem at all, but I just get suddenly so unwell and sad or I just wake up with like oh but no one is here. No I would care what you do how you feel and I always been a giver so people like used to me so I have no problem with being too open. Actually, it comes very easy to me but I don’t have much places or spaces where I can like. Put my total out then at least I wanna be hurt somewhere so I don’t really keep a diary. I actually just copy this post what I write here I copied into my diary and all because I just honestly we have to be hurt somewhere because when you feel this invisible and not seeing that like it’s just a hardest like we must put it somewhere. Thanks for the wishes I know about this will ever get better, but at least we are here together in get well soon.
@livbinny we are all in this together ❤ and yeah I'm a very open person to, I haven't got anything to hide, so that makes the 2 of us 🙂 lonliness is one of the hardest things to go through 🙁 and yet with so many people in this world, I often wonder how can we let so many people go lonely. It's kinda heartbreaking😥 just let me know if there's anything I can do to help ❤❤ hugs you tightly ❤
They leave, they ghost, they ditch. So far not a single person stayed in my life for me. I’m so tired. No one to talk to or play games with… so far what helps me is not to fear my own loneliness….i just can’t get away w my self pity…..nothing seems to work for that… :(
I hope u can get out of it soon too tho~
appreciate it
@livbinny
Hellooo, how are you ?
Just pondering how some ppl have someone to turn to fr n some not but guess I’m getting used to it again after being hurt
@livbinny
Hey, sorry I reply late. I can be that someone you can count on if you want, you want me to be someone you can turn to?
Have an amazing day
That would be good. Are u à listener?
@livbinny
Yes, i am. It will be my pleasure
sadly it doesn’t let me write u …but just wanted to let y know that it began to be harder, still in bed, having some mild pains n mentally alsp very overwhelmed due to kept privacy in my fam n the issues so I’m trying not be so let down by my fears n anxieties …the thoughts make me sad n I’m not trying to push this sadness away but it gets me very tired n it is hard…. 🙏🏻🥺❤️🩹🤞🏻😭
