Living for urself (no close friends)
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Last week: surviving n getting thru each day w loneliness
This week: the same thing is back except that I’m observing aloneness more tho it hits on me afterwards anyway
We aint wanna live out lives like: just getting thru each day forever🥲🥲🥲
One day at time until u forgot how actually live instead of just be n existing cuz u too much into protection n energy into how to make this out n when they comes to end ur like oh finally got it…..
But ppl where is our awesome super shiny living?
🙏🏻🥲
World just goes on n u try to fit in ur shoe there again n keep on going the same cuz once u lose the pace who cares where ur now if u left behind or not..?
Just trying to get outta get probably won’t be that enough…
I find learning new things each day n distraction the best not to look in direction of pain. No one cares anyway. Ur on ur own. This is my life without close or any friends actually. U see how ppl took u for granted, took advantage n never rly value u enough. It’s just sad. Even if u express urself, they only get defensive.
U just gotta pick it urself all up n live for yourself AGAIN.
@livbinny that's right the only person we can ever fully rely on is ourselves, it's sad but true. Getting out of a rut is not an easy thing to do, and doing it alone feels almost impossible at times. I find it very brave/strong that you write here all your true thoughts and feelings ❤ I hope one-day life will be good again.. You never know what's just around the corner ❤
Honestly, I don’t have a problem at all, but I just get suddenly so unwell and sad or I just wake up with like oh but no one is here. No I would care what you do how you feel and I always been a giver so people like used to me so I have no problem with being too open. Actually, it comes very easy to me but I don’t have much places or spaces where I can like. Put my total out then at least I wanna be hurt somewhere so I don’t really keep a diary. I actually just copy this post what I write here I copied into my diary and all because I just honestly we have to be hurt somewhere because when you feel this invisible and not seeing that like it’s just a hardest like we must put it somewhere. Thanks for the wishes I know about this will ever get better, but at least we are here together in get well soon.
@livbinny we are all in this together ❤ and yeah I'm a very open person to, I haven't got anything to hide, so that makes the 2 of us 🙂 lonliness is one of the hardest things to go through 🙁 and yet with so many people in this world, I often wonder how can we let so many people go lonely. It's kinda heartbreaking😥 just let me know if there's anything I can do to help ❤❤ hugs you tightly ❤
@livbinny
Hellooo, how are you ?
Just pondering how some ppl have someone to turn to fr n some not but guess I’m getting used to it again after being hurt
@livbinny
Hey, sorry I reply late. I can be that someone you can count on if you want, you want me to be someone you can turn to?
Have an amazing day
That would be good. Are u à listener?
@livbinny
Yes, i am. It will be my pleasure
sadly it doesn’t let me write u …but just wanted to let y know that it began to be harder, still in bed, having some mild pains n mentally alsp very overwhelmed due to kept privacy in my fam n the issues so I’m trying not be so let down by my fears n anxieties …the thoughts make me sad n I’m not trying to push this sadness away but it gets me very tired n it is hard…. 🙏🏻🥺❤️🩹🤞🏻😭
