Living for urself (no close friends)

hello ppl

Hello jello

Hello plant

Hello whatever else

Last week: surviving n getting thru each day w loneliness

This week: the same thing is back except that I’m observing aloneness more tho it hits on me afterwards anyway

We aint wanna live out lives like: just getting thru each day forever🥲🥲🥲

One day at time until u forgot how actually live instead of just be n existing cuz u too much into protection n energy into how to make this out n when they comes to end ur like oh finally got it…..

But ppl where is our awesome super shiny living?

🙏🏻🥲

World just goes on n u try to fit in ur shoe there again n keep on going the same cuz once u lose the pace who cares where ur now if u left behind or not..?

Just trying to get outta get probably won’t be that enough…

I find learning new things each day n distraction the best not to look in direction of pain. No one cares anyway. Ur on ur own. This is my life without close or any friends actually. U see how ppl took u for granted, took advantage n never rly value u enough. It’s just sad. Even if u express urself, they only get defensive. 

U just gotta pick it urself all up n live for yourself AGAIN.