Letters to people
I have been feeling lonely these days...I have decided to write letters to people in my life. Just expressing those bottled-up feelings and emotions I have about them. I'll be posting the letters here. Feel free to comment...Thank you.
Things haven’t been well. That much. Family issues. *** up things,
my sister is a brat. She has no care and just walks around so ungrateful.
my father loves us but is selfish and is offended so easily.
my mom is a people pleaser. She is picks up on body languages and is hurt. And when she’s upset, she taunts so damn much.
I don’t get my family. My father makes the same miss takes over and over again by not communicating. He is so picky.
my sister is so ungrateful and mannerless. She doesn’t pick up on cues to be quiet. I’m so sick of her. I’m done. Then she’s a pick me. Like I didn’t ask for your birth. I was happy an only child.
a day mom, just stop trying to please the great people in our family, my sister and my father.
She’s gone. Forever.
@Keith22534
*offers gentle hugs*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*hugs*
@Keith22534
*big squeezies* 💙
why didnt i know earlier. why didnt i talked to her for one last time. she's gone. i know you're in a better place now but i cant accept it. i'm sorry i wasnt there. i'm sorry.
i miss you. i miss you so damn much. because it hurts i didnt know earlier. come back.
TW: death.
Dear her,
So, I guess I have accepted your death. I miss you, I hope you’re watching over me or have a new life, whatever you believe in. I wish you got the love and kindness you deserve. Because you are just too good for this world. I’m going to miss you.
November 21, days before my birthday I got to know you’re dead. I wish I’d know earlier but it is what it is. Now I know, I hope you’re happy. I hope you’re content. I hope you get the life you deserve because you deserve the best. I’ll never forget how we both sang in the empty rainbow room, talked about random stuff. I love you. I always will. I wish you’d come back but you can’t. I’m trying to accept it and not break down every time I think about you. But I’m trying. I’m trying. Love ya.
<3
And when we're apart, and I'm missing you
I close my eyes and all I see is you
And the small things you do
Every "hi", every "bye", every "I love you" you've ever said
I’ll have my birthday in a few minutes. I’m going to be 14. Wow-
@Keith22534
Aww happiest birthdayyyyy, Keith. I hope you have the most magical day and year ahead, filled with lots of love and peace and pizzzaaa hehe!🤗❤
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
thanks a lot! Time to update my bio, lol
I received birthday wishes by like 15 people in 9 hours. That’s good. Wow- I’m amazed.
Fallon, I wish you were here today. I don’t even know your birthday😓 I hope you’re happy. And I’ve accepted it.
<3
My birthday wasn’t special this time. I got to touch iron flame and fourth wing sprayed edges! Can you believ it. I even read first chapter of iron flame. I mean, wow. That bookshop was beautiful 😭