Letters to people
I have been feeling lonely these days...I have decided to write letters to people in my life. Just expressing those bottled-up feelings and emotions I have about them. I'll be posting the letters here. Feel free to comment...Thank you.
Well, it’s a normal day I guess. Nothing new, other than studying.
here comes the jjk rant
Nanami died 😭 I hate you Mahito… I hate you. Poor itadori.
i have to go on stage in like 8 hours, lol
@Keith22534
awwe 💙 good luck, buddy 🌈 you’ve got this. is it a singing thingy or something else? :3
@LoveMyMoonflowers
it was a speaking thing. A small play.
@Keith22534
awwe! <3 i hope it went well
What the *** happened? Like, people changed. The one person who was so kind and sweet to me, now is cold. I was gone for like 3 months and now yhey changed somehow.
Hey Fallon. its been about an year now. and i moved on. kinda. still miss you sometimes. how we made plans to go to the eras tour. so many plans. you couldnt listen to Sabrina's outros. you wouldve loved them
I’m such an attention ***- I can’t even. I need attention, I crave attention and I call myself an introvert. I listen to the most depressing and psychopathic music ever. I try to care about people but they don’t open up to me, why? Am I impolite? Am I not kind? Am I defective? Having no emotions is so much *** better than having emotions, because if you have emotions, you expect people to care about you too and then your heart gets broken. And you break. I need someone to lift the weight from my shoulders and tell me I’m going to be fine. I need to stop being so insecure about myself but I need help. I want someone to put it in my head that I’m a good person, thst I’m a person worth loving like I try to do it with others.
Whenever someone’s ranting in a room and there are 2 or 3 people lost mein to them and comforting them, I don’t say anything. Because I feel the people already there are helping. More people coming in makes the situation a bit stressful and overwhelming for the person venting. I mean, I have never vented in a room where there are people listening. That’s sad I guess.
Anyways, I still stay a bit quiet. One person less I think makes the room less crowded.
High achiever, don't you see?
Baby, nothing comes for free
They say I'm a control freak
Driven by a greed to succeed
Nobody can stop me