I cant stop crying
I have lost everything
My retirement plan
My savings
My friends
My spirit
Im weeks away from losing my house
and im just expecting it
I've held hope for so long that things are gona work out
that I will have a merical
Its not and I wont
I dont know what I did to diservice this
What am I being punished for
What did I do so wrong
Its getting hard to breath
What do I do next
how can I help myself
I'm so lost
No one understands and im glad - no one should go through this
Im drowning
Then the liams passing pushed me over the ege
I cant stop crying
For my life, for his for how lost I am, for my childhood, for my hurting, for his hurting
for it all
I havent gone 5 min straight without crying
I'm broken
Im beyond repair
I've tried it all
And nothing is working
How did it get this bad
How did I get here
What did I do wrong
my heart hurts
What should my next step be
I cant see
I tried God, that's a completely different story
I cant stop crying
@callmeRM I'm so sorry you're feeling this way right now. It sounds incredibly overwhelming, and I can’t imagine how hard this must be for you. It’s okay to feel lost and broken after everything you've been through. Grief and loss can feel like they’re suffocating, and it’s okay to cry as much as you need to.
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Wow! I can only imagine how it feels. I can think of a couple of ideas that may help. 1 your local housing authority, 2 a local community center might help with resources locally. Even your local library may have informed. Many libraries have computers and internet. You could use those to to seek information too. Many big cities have services and local counsel on aging or senior centers too. I hope that helps.