A funny yet saddening incident
Today, something funny yet saddening happened to me. i dont have anyone to share it with so its you all
As i was in my class listening to the teacher, the teacher called me out and asked me why i looked so sleepy, tired and sad. ( i wasnt sleepy or tired though). I just said no I'm not and left it.
The teacher then told the whole class to list one of the main reasons as to why i might be tired. He was expecting the answer anemia and hypothyroidism but the students answers were the funniest. One said bipolar disorder, one said anxiety, one said depression. The teacher was like, 'stop calling your friend bipolar, they aren't bipolar' , when someone said anxiety the teacher said 'no, they do not have anxiety'
it was really funny because i am bipolar, i have an anxiety disorder, i am depressed XD
I just never told any of them that i am. I wanted to laugh badly about how true they were and how wrong the teacher was to say, no they do not have any of these.
But at the same time i just cannot believe, how i am just a package of mental illnesses mised up and made into a person.
Today, another person told me that i look so tired and that made me wonder, do i actually look that tired? I never felt like it. It's probably because i eat once a day or sometimes even nothing the whole day because of another chronic illness.
Nevertheless, it was funny and sad when i imagined all of these together.
Maybe if i was not a package of mental and physical illnesses put up together, i would've been an icon lol.