Terribly afraid of 1-on-1 conversations
KnotTheNorm
October 22nd, 2016
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I've tried a couple of times to open up to a listener here, but every time I become so riddled with anxiety and back out of the chat with without saying anything at all or after nervously making no sense. I really want someone to talk to about moving forward with my life, but I can't seem to shake this terror when it comes to live chatting with another person. It even gets this way with people I know and am familiar with, so the idea of opening up to a stranger almost immobilizes me completely.
But I'd like to change. I really am motivated to talk to someone if anyone is patient enough to give me a chance.