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Brooke91
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How many?
Relationship Stress / by Brooke91
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March 29th, 2017
...See more How many real relationships did you have before you met your spouse? I am always wondering how many more real relationships I'll go through before I find one that will work out. I know everyone is different, just thought it would be a fun question. So far I've only had 4 real relationships in the past 10 years. I'm still waiting to meet "the one". Wondering what the average is. By real I mean a relationship that was actually meaningful to you.
I can't stop missing you
Relationship Stress / by Brooke91
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January 4th, 2017
...See more It's been 5 months since we last saw eachother, and I still miss you like crazy. Being around other guys doesn't help, they just make me miss you more. I realize now that I was a toxic person in your life and you had to get away from me for your own good. I know that if I don't better myself first, our relationship won't get any better. I don't know how long it will take until I can become my best self again, but I want to show you that version of me and try again. I hope you will give me the chance. I want you to be happy, even if it's with someone else, but at the same time, I want to make you happy like I used to. I know that I can. I want you to love me like you did before I began to ruin things. I love you for you. I love how unique you are. I know that I'm going to think about you and wonder how you are for the rest of my life, and it's going to suck. I hope someday the universe will bring us back together and you will let me show you my best. I know if I better myself, we could be so much better. If that doesn't happen, I worry that you'll be, "the one that got away" I just want you to be happy, but missing you is hell. You were the best boyfriend I've ever had, and I let my illness take the best of me. I just want to get healthy and start over. I hope someday you will give me another chance. I'll never stop missing you.
Looking for hope
Relationship Stress / by Brooke91
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October 24th, 2016
...See more Has anyone ever gotten back with an ex months, possibly even years later and your relationship was better the second time around?
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