I wish I could tell everybody that...
I am trying my best to recover. No one actually wants to have serious mental illnesses. It's not fun, nor am I just not trying hard enough to recover. Just because I don't have a job and get disablility doesn't mean I'm lazy.
I wish I had died instead of my Mother. I can not take the pain. She was a much better woman than I will ever be.
@justHurting02 Oh man :( your mother's heart would break to know this. How would she have lived the rest of her life? Please don't allow the hurt of your loss damage you. Allow it to help you grow. Lots of love your way.
@justHurting02
I know how you feel, my mother was also an amazing woman who died too soon...
That I'm insecure but I can't! Because that makes me more insecure lol plus, I always make myself look confident so I fake it till I make it. Still, I'm more capable at fooling people my age to belive so.
Im not someone who likes drugs but im caught in the struggle and scared
@tornwillow Without a doubt, there are people who love you. Get help and go on your knees and beg God for strength to get through it. Share your dreams for yourself with God and ask that He helps you attain your goals. I will pray for you right now. Let the weak say I am strong!
@tornwillow I was caught for 12 years with heroin. Any drug can be beaten. 12,years clean 😊
@Pleez that's amazing! I am thankful that you shared this. You're a ray of hope for me right now. Much love and respect. xx
I'm sorry but I tried
I'm starting to transition from Male to Female and that's ok
@Cabroad1981 You do you! ❤
I wish I could tell everybody that I'm so sorry. I don't want to hurt anybody and I love my friends and family. But sometimes everything is too much for me.
I'm sorry I get mad soo fast and I get irritated of my love ones even though I don't mean to . My emotions are confusing and I dont know what's going on with me but I'm working on it and I assume the worst in everything and I over think alot but I promise I'll soon get better
I don't want to think or worry about their problems. I want it to all be about me. I want everyone to back off and let me deal with my issues without suffocating me with their own so I can't even focus my own mind.
@offthebeat I once heard this: if you concern yourself with the problems of others, your own problems will seem smaller. Be thankful for people who love you. Maybe start by actually saying thank you out loud to anyone who does little things for you.
I have a mother I call my mom but she is my stepmom. She was in sales and is beautiful. But my birth mom is someone else. She is an emergency doctor that knows six different languages. I no longer speak to her since I was around 14. She tried to kill my sister with a hammer when she was 18 and lived with her. So I just call my stepmom my mom. My real mother loves around ten miles away. Its hard for me to ever tell anybody any of this.
@undefinedmachine *lives
