I wish I could tell everybody that...
It's going to be okay... I want to strongly believe that even though im hanging on by a thread...
That I fell in love with my best friend. That we're both girls and screw my homophobic parents. That I am loyal and I love her with everything I have. That she let me down and though I feel like shit I still love her and want her for all time. That no matter what she has done to me I can't forget my feelings. That I don't want to become a harasser. That these are the strongest feelings I've ever had. I wish I could tell everybody that true love destroyed me.
@Waldii That was very brave of you and I hope time has been kind to you since this experience. :)
@Waldii That I am gay!
I have feelings too. I just can't show and describe my feelings
That i'm trans and gay. Without fearing for my life... or fearing rejection and hate.
I wish I could talk about this endless numbness and sorrow that I feel, that makes me want to die.
I wish I was free.
@pluckySugar7589 You take your time and when you're ready all the things that you hope for will occur at your right time. You are very supportive for sharing your truth and your words will touch someone. Let this gratitude wash over you, much kindness to you. 👏
That I'm nowhere near as strong as I make out to be and I truly envy people who can express there feelings.
I wish I could tell people what I really feel deep down inside. I wish I could forget the bad memories that haunt me at night of my past ex's and the what if potential love interests other than my husband! I kinda wish I could be brain washed to only look at or think of him only. I feel so distraught inside that it keeps me up at night sometimes. I hate wondering that what if! I wish I didn't feel such strong feelings to just wanna still find out the answer to those what ifs.
No matter how hard things seem our situations will change so we must keep going.
No matter how many doors close as we reach for our dreams one will open.
No matter how vast our feelings heighten and how many tears we shed we will eventually find time for peace.
No matter how lonely we feel and how demotivating our comparisons, someone quietly wishes they had your life, your feelings or attention, your loved ones, your experiences or your attributes.
Luckily for you, with all that being said you have everything that you will ever need. This is your alternative perspective and this might be the sign you were looking for so be confident in your journey. Yes you the wonderful person reading this but doubting their potential, you're more than you imagine and worthy of greatness. ❤🙌😊
It hurts to hide my true self. To hide me...I cry when no one is around. And I fake smile when everyone notices.
I am dysthymic
I know life goes on & that I need to forgive & move on with my life. That its up to me, the path I take. To not hold grudges or think that people cant change b/c they can.
And, this is just from personal experience: If you see someone struggling, whether it be from illness, heartbreak, no food, or perhaps living out of their vehicle, dont stare & give snide looks, but instead, think to yourself, "If that were me, in that situation, I would want people to treat me with just as much respect as someone with a house to live in.". And, for goodness sake, if you see someone broke down, especially, with their vehicle hood up & jumper cables hanging off the front of the car, stop & ask if they need help. Dont just stare at them & drive on by. Wouldnt you want someone to stop & offer their help, if you were broke down? "Do unto others as you would like to be done to you?