I wish I could tell everybody that...
I'm not okay!!!!!!
@straightforwardEyes5486
*offers hugs*
I am going through a rough patch. Please don't be judgemental
That I have depression. That I am a furry. That I am a christian. That I want to help people. That I'm broken inside. That I'm week. That I am proud to be african-american. That I have social anxiety. That I want to lead people. That I love the mentally ill. That I myself am mentally ill. That I don't feel labeled when I'm by myself because I am free. That my mind is my prison. That the whole world can be forgiven. I wish I could tell people that I need help. I wish I could tell people that I need love. I wish they knew that most times I cannot speak but eventually I will become healthy enough to do that. And when I speak I will speak far louder than all our "demons" combined.
I'm special. Everyone is. No matter if you are gay or straight, black or white, muslim or christian, ugly or beautiful - everyone is special and unique. We deserves life. We deserves love, friendship, happiness. We deserves everything what makes us happy. Life is short, and no one knows what is on the other side. So we should spend our lives as we want to and we should spend our lives in peace with the others. This world is our world. We make it beautiful. Without us the world would be worthless. I love you guys. Thank you. Just for being.
I wish I could tell everyone to not hold grudges forever.
@CoinFountain
the fact that you think that make you such an amazing person. people (like me) could hold grudges but honestly we're not trying to. once we just vet our anger its hard keep being mad and honestly it takes so much energy keep a grudge. furrowing your eyebrows all the time, pouting, trying not to laugh at a funny joke that happened in class or something. the fact that you think that makes you an amazing person. just let your voice out and that will make you extrodinary. i suggest try making them laugh or suprise them with something they like (sweet, art, crafts, ect) and im sure it should at least chill them out
That I am completely and utterly miserable and tired of faking being perfect. And that I don't know whether to be disappointed of them for not seeing it or impressed by my acting skills. And that these days quite often I keep thinking that maybe ending it would be the best thing to do.
I'm not what I appear to be. I'm more than my recent actions, and that I genuinely don't like the person I am and I don't want to be this way anymore. That's why I'm here, taking the first step into doing something about the way my head currently is.
That I really need help, but I'm too afraid to ask for it.
I wish I could tell everybody that even though it's hard, it will get better !
That I'm pansexual
That not a day goes by that I'm not crippled by fear and panic
That my friends make me feel small and unwanted
That I'm don't know what I want
That I can't speak to my parents about anything
That I'm strong and proud of who I am but still allowed to be small and scared if I want.
