I wish I could tell everybody that...

I wish I could tell everybody that I am so lonely and the only soothing mechanism that I feel fit at this moment is masturbation. However, it always makes me feel guilty so I hate myself for feeling lonely and doing thing that I believe is wrong

I wish I could tell everybody that things just take time. You might not feel your best for a few hours, or a day, or a week or even a year. You may not find passion in the things you once loved doing or seeing. But that's okay! We all get that way it's just different for all of us. You just gotta find ways to cope. You gotta let yourself cry sometimes. You gotta do a lot of things to get through this so that you can get better. "If it's not okay it's not the end." Remember that please guys.

I am depressed for the last 3 years and it's not something that I want to hide anymore. For better or worse it is a part of me and I don't want to have to hide it anymore.

i want to tell everyone that i am gay and if you want to judge dont. i want to tell them that im fat! but fat isnt a bad word its an adjective.

I want to tell people sorry I didn't know.

For a long time I thought it was normal, a special thing that I shared with him. Illegal and abusive where big words for me at that age I had no idea. I didn't know it was wrong.

Knowing now I am angry towards him, but more so at myself for being so naive and stupid.

I won't speak up about it out loud because I'm scared you'll look at me differently.

I'm really kind of lazy and don't put in as much effort as I like to portray.

That sometimes I hate my family. I care and love my own kids more so than my step kids. I spoil my kids more but I try to treat them all the same in regards to discipline, chores, school work and responsibilities. I don't believe everyone should be treated fairly or the same. We are all different and fear/failure/rejection is a powerful lesson. My fear of failure and rejection has definitely molded my strong work ethics. sometimes I wish we didn't have the step kids. I didn't sign up for his shit when we got together.

I would love to tell my in laws to back the hell up and we are raising our kids well. We have a busy life with a big family which warrants strict structure. We are not too hard on them and we pick favorites. So what? Back the hell off.

I need a break once a week starting right now bc if I don't get a 2 hour break from stay at home mommy duties and interact with adults I will flip out again.

I want to tell people I am depressed. I have PMDD bad and nothing helps. There fore I think about getting high on cocaine alot the week before my period and it sets my OCD in overdrive. I clean everything at least 3 times. I know I don't need it and I will regret it and beat myself up over it but I still crave it.

That I act nice and happy to seem like a nice person, like I hate how I have to act nice otherwise everyone excludes me, especially when the girls expect us guys to be tough and not to share our feelings.

That I live behind a mask so that I look like I'm okay when I really feel like curling up into a ball and hiding from the world. Even though I don't look depressed, I am depressed, and being depressed doesn't change how intelligent I am.

I wish i could come out and just tell everyone in my life, im bisexual, im depressed, ive got anxiety issues, and trouble sleeping. No im not fine even when i say i am. Along with a long list of other things i would mention along with that.

But i have to be the big strong eldest son, in a religious household with people that would get me exorcised for a number of those. Case in point i was exorcised for my nightmares, and insomnia, yeah didn't help.