I wish I could tell everybody that...
I wish I could tell me family that I need to see a specialist. I almost definitely have some sort of Anxiety and no one cares. The second thing being I wish I could tell my parents I'm Bi. They're homophobic beyond homophobic. It's terrible.
I wish i could tell my parents they live disfunctional life thats dragging me down to bottom with them. I want them to see reality as it is.
That I'm broken. And I no longer believe I can be fixed. I'm only a single step away from blowing away in the wind, a billion tiny pieces that will simply fade to dust.
Tell my dad that smoking will kill him and he's the only person who makes me happy
that I have no idea if I want anything to do with the life I created for myself....I'm married with children and have been living with severe depression since childhood. This is something I recently found out. I'm taking steps to learn to live with it but I feel like I just awoke from a a lifetime of watching someone else live my life like I can remember saying and doing things I'd just never do or say...I know they happened and I did but I feel like I just watched things happen without control. total autopilot. . not sure this makes sense or anyone will understand it.
@Zach1986
Your post just made me cry. I am living a similar life. Your story is my story. I am sorry that you're going through life like this. I can relate and understand how difficult it is. I hope one day that things can take a turn for the better. For you. For me. In the meantime, we have to ride it out....and it sucks.
I may be friendly, but I'm not an extrovert. I don't like inviting myself to hang out with people I'm not close with. It doesn't always mean I don't want to hang out with you. It just means I feel like you may not want to hang out with me and I've had enough rejection for a life time from giving people the benefit of the doubt when I shouldn't have.
What is light. Light from the sun. Nope. The light within.
It is very popular in Singapore. I have been drinking for 2 yrs after admition for depression
I wish I could tell everyone that I also need help, I'm not the strong person they see me as, I live with depression and a broken heart daily.
@Avaray. Thats life. But try to download relax melodies or headspace. Using smartphone or samsung.
@Avaray I guess it never gets better after all, you just grow up and learn how to handle yourself more
I wish I could tell everyone that you all aren't alone. So often we are clouded with irrational thoughts of abandonment, hopelessness, and low self-worth. But they're all lies! People do care about us. We do have talents. We are very, very valuable. I wish I could tell everyone this, and even if they weren't in the place to believe me, at least they would hear the message.
