I wish I could tell everybody that...
I wish I could tell everyone how I really feel without being discriminated or embarrassed or anything.
@Moonwriter711 Id love to talk to you! Hearing things like that hits very close to home...
@TheLifeOfKelli Okay, I wouldn't mind a conversation 
@Moonwriter711 yay!! 
(that youre also searching for a listener) Seriously would love to chat with you. 
I am astounded by how inactive the people the bot connected me to/etc. Been here long enough too! 
@TheLifeOfKelli Well, I actually just started a listener account! I'm writingMoon71.
@Moonwriter711 ahh!!! So, glad I found you again. :)
I forgot to mention that I also have a listener account its:
Kelli102284
That's why I joined this site.
I literally just signed up, hello everyone!
I just want to say, its so hard being in a relationship when you are mentally ill. I really feel so alone in this. I also noticed its not talked about a lot. I mean I have no way of uunderstanding how to make it right and it's killing me. My up and down moods. I just feel like soon enough he will be gone and I hate the thought. I can't seem to make it roght. How do you make it right? How do you do anything? All i think will be left if his resentment towards me and im so so tired of trying to be "fixed" when I am just not!
That I am not doing as good as they think I am. If they only knew what was going on on the inside.
The smile I have worn for awhile is false. That inside I
I do not want to go on holiday with my mum next week as i find holidays so stressful. There is a lot of packing and planning to do. When i get back there is the stress of doing all the washing and getting bassc supplies of food in such as bread and milk. I do not think that holidays are relaxing at all. They are just a waste of money and effort.
Mindfulness exercises have a way of calming me back to reality
Depression is ruining my life
There's always someone to reach out to. It only takes a second
I wish I could tell everybody that I am still struggling with selfharm and that I still have suicidal thoughts.
@PercyG32604 Pls feel free to reach out to me. I am new on here, but its never easy when youre in that battle.
@Poptart19
Thank you for the generous offer. It means so much to me to know you care. Thank you.