I wish I could tell everybody that...

I have a mental dissability

I wish I could tell everyone that sometimes, just being there is enough.

There is hope....

That people really do care about you

I'm scared and alone and confused, and I feel like my life is going nowhere and I'll never be good enough...but that I really AM trying my hardest andI don't mean to come across as annoying or stubborn or unreceptive ever... All I want is to love and be loved! ._.'

I wish they knew how much I struggle with my own self, stress, studies, and life in general. I wish they knew I am a disturbed teen. I wish they knew how over thinking actually feels like. I wish they could see the void that persists in my heart. And how impossible it is for me to assume a positive attitude. They don't really know what it feels like to be me when my mind starts to mull over the things in an extreme manner.

I wusish my mom knew how much I am in love with a person who can never be mine. I wish that I never actually got to know that person. Without him, no meaning seems there to life.

I wish there was actually someone who could help me... but in the end there is none...

i wish i could tell everyone that i am not what i seem and i am not who they make me out to be

I am not what they think.

Im tired of being tired. Im tired of the tears. Tired of the anxiety. Tired of feeling worthless. Tired of simply existing.

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