I wish I could tell everybody that...

I wish I could tell everyone that I'm as strong as they make me out to be. That I'm no superman with the ability to fix everyone's problems, and that I'm just as broken as everyone else.

I'm not okay. Please help me. I'm not okay at all.

I wish I could tell everyone just how broken I am, how I am NOT okay, how my environment has been rotting and corroding me from the inside, and that every passing day makes it increasingly more difficult for me to keep going. I wish I could say all that without getting punished for being "ungrateful" or "disrespectful", or having my distress dismissed as nothing because I'm "just a teenager blowing hot air", and that what I'm going through is "normal".

I LOVE HIM SO MUCH.AND I CAN SAY THIS TO HIM.

I would feel better if my problems were validated and heard and I wasn't judged for my problems. Ignoring them doesn't help me, it hinders me.

Have an amazing day everybody!!

to save me :P

I'm not strong enough to live in this world. I'm tired of crying all the time. That I just want love.

I'm not strong enough to live in this world. I'm tired of crying all the time. That I just want love.

I am fine. I think... Always putting up a front for every one else. Shielding myself from everything. Afraid that I am burdening everyone around me with my problems.