I wish I could tell everybody that...

There are peole who feel the same as you feel sometimes, don't hide it, find a loving accepting comuty and let your happiness rise again.

I wish I could spread awareness about social anxiety, so people would recognize/respect it as a real mental condition/disorder needing treatment. So tired of hearing things like "the right person will make you comfortable", "I grew out of my shyness, you can too", etc. Also would like to stop the misconception that because I have SA, I must be timid, weak, passive, etc. I am bravely fighting to speak every day! It's just I started in the red. :/

I may be a clown (with certain people), but I do have a sensitive, fragile side that gets easily triggered. Also that I may be a quiet person (sometimes) but that doesn't make me any less worthy than the extroverts that the world is always in favor of.

I am who I am only by the grace of God

I am so tired and that I wish people were gentler.

I wish I could tell everybody that I am nowhere near as confident as i appear

I am nowhere near as confident as I seem to be

I DON'T HATE YOU! I JUST HATE TALKING!

i wish i could tell everybody i'm sorry that i'm a pain to be around and that i'm trying to get better but nothing is working

I'm hurting, that I feel like dying and that I'm sorry for being such a disappointment and failure in everything.