Medication & weight gain.
I have had many issues with medication, I've had some serious side affects (the last one cussed my bladder to completely shut down, had to have a catheter for 3 weeks - I was luckily to escape without kidney damage).
I hugely struggle with medication. I don't feel it but apparently there's a difference when I'm on it & not.
my GP is tryna get me on a medication which I've previously been on before, I came off it because it caused me to gain weight.
there's a chemical in medication that caused my bladder to stop functioning so i have limited choice.
I'm totally torn. I want to get on with life. I massively struggle to control my anxiety & mood. When I'm not on medication I get even more suicidal & impulsive & I've made some silly decisions whilst not on medication. BUT I can't cope with weight gain. I don't want to be fat & mentally ill. I will be mentally ill either way so is there any point?