My little disability space [TW]

@tinywhisper11 

I don't want her to worry im just going to stop complaining 🥺 I'm very tired lol, it's probably just bugging me. 

I love bubble wrap!!!!

@AvyIsKing as a mother it's her job to worry! But yes try and get some sleep ❤ ❤ I love you ❤

@Tinywhisper11

i love you too

@AvyIsKing your still not asleep😢 actually I don't know what time it is for you. How are your pain levels?

@Tinywhisper11

12:49 am and they suck but I'm in a good mood. How are u doing?

@AvyIsKing that's one good thing ❤ I'm glad your in a good mood ❤❤ I'm ok, it's mother's day here in the UK. But it's cold and raining, so I could only go sit out with my son for 20 minutes. Now I'm freezing and trying to get warm. But it was worth it ❤ hopefully you and jeffy are asleep now ❤

@tinywhisper11 

I'm glad you were allowed to sit outside for a bit, hopefully it'll let up and you can go out again. And yes I was very much asleep 😂😂 I was scared last night but someone gave me a glowstick so I held it all night 

@AvyIsKing awww that's sweet ❤ glow sticks are pretty, I've never had one though. Why were you scared? How is your knee?

@Tinywhisper11

someone needs to get you a glow stick. Ive eaten them before :) I was a dumb child. My knee is struggling as well as my foot, its just life I guess. And something bad happened while I was trying to sell cookies and it freaked me out 😞

@AvyIsKing you ate one?😮😮😮😮😱 I bet that made you sick😂😂

what happened sweetie? Are you ok?

gives you a hug ❤ sends  healing rainbows 🌈🌈 for your knee and foot, hand, ear  and any other bad bits ❤

@Tinywhisper11

I was little 🤭 dont worry, my tongue glowed and I got my butt beat so no more eating glow sticks for me

Tw- a guy brought a huge gun to the Walmart I was selling cookies at. Someone people say he was talking about k!lling people and some say he was just practicing his freedom, but they brought in the bomb squad and searched Walmart. I don't like guns I was very very scared 😞

pain is really really bad, I barely slept. Thank you for the rainbowsssss 🥺🥺

how are you?

@AvyIsKing omg! That would be terrifying.😞 I'm so glad you weren't hurt and your safe now

I would just like to say that if I die, its because I'm a complete idiot xD

I'm going to go roller skating on my street with my sister ahaha

should I be? no. do I want to? yes 

I ended up just exploring wih my sister and my dogs for an hour.

But today when I asked my mom for my meds she told me to shhhh and then I forgot because I'm dumb and forgetful and now it really really hurtsnand my knee hurts and my hip hurts and everything is so so painful

@AvyIsKing 😞😢😢 I'm glad you had fun with your sister ❤ but being in so much pain is no fun😞 I really hope the doctors can fix you up, hugs you tightly ❤

@Tinywhisper11

hugs i get to take my meds with breakfast tho so that's good (:

I took my meds this morning and I was supposed to take them at 9pm but I didn't, ita nit my routine. My mom yelled at me today for nit getting her but I never know what I'm supposed to do,i always get yelled at ): i just don't like being screamed at. But i always do the wrong thing. Anyway I'm not telling her, ill pretend i took them and suffer tmr, i don't care

@AvyIsKing 😞😞😞😞😞😞 if I had legs, I'd kick your mum so hard

@Tinywhisper11 shes mad for 0 reason today and I'm scared imma get yelled at 😞😞

@AvyIsKing my biggest fear is angry prople. So yeah I know how scary it is.😥 but you did nothing wrong sweetie ❤❤ I really wish I could adopt the four of you and keep you safe and happy ❤❤

@Tinywhisper11 luckily she wont be around for long today, shes meeting a friend for lunch and then i have a cookie booth from 4-6 all by myself so i can relax a little. shes just really scary ):

@AvyIsKing hugs you tightly ❤❤ I'm glad you get time to yourself ❤ please have fun but be careful selling cookies ❤❤ is your knee any  better?

@AvyIsKing I'm glad you found somewhere to rant, hopefully insurance can cover the surgery but either way good luck

@Elconfundido

thank youn❤️

WOAAH ANOTHER BSD FAN!! Not surprised to see a person with a Dazai PFP lmao :3 Anyway, I genuinely hope you get better soon! @AvyIsKing

@DaxiaOsa

awwww thanks! And yes dazai is lifen😔 he's my pfp on every platform, my phone wallpaper, my laptop wallpaper, and my Chrome background. Ive only read the manga though, I'm on chap 86, and I watched dead apple (: 

@tinywhisper11 if anything my knee is worse and my whole leg hurts really bad ): I had fun selling though! i have band today and I'm excited (:

@AvyIsKing ok have fun in band ❤ I'm glad you had fun selling cookies  too ❤ I think it's time to get that knee looked at maybe there's some sort of cream the doctor can give you. Hugs you tightly ❤

@Tinywhisper11

awww thank you :0 i do already have cream for my foot I've been using on my knee, ill try and get my mum to take me to the doctor soon. *big big hugs*

@AvyIsKing how are you doing today? How did band practice go?

@Tinywhisper11

band went good! I gave up my solo, my friends mom grabbed my arm and yelled to get my attention which is like normal it just... Scared me really bad. I don't like being touched by people I don't trust and I dunno, I know shes a bad person ): I was trying to move an amp that was plugged in, and I knew it was plugged in, but she didn't know I knew 

its 7am here, Ive been up about half an hour or so, i only went to bed about 4 hours ago, i have a girl scout thing today. Let me tell you, I'm exhausted 😅

@AvyIsKing try not to fall asleep at girl scouts😂😂 how come you gave up your solo??? Next time any one touches you tell them tw) "touch me again and I'll bite your fingers off!" Then give them the crazy stare. And if any one shouts at you , whisper to confuse them 😁 ❤ I love you ❤

@tinywhisper11 

I love you too, om just drawing all day :0 and I'm just top stressed for a solo lolll

@AvyIsKing awww yeah, having a solo is just gonna add more stress and a lot of work on top of everything. I think you did the right choice there ❤ cool what have you been drawing?

@Tinywhisper11

I drew a character, it was a super fancy class I took for girl scouts 🥺 we learned about motion and action and it was fun! ill post a couple pics later lolll (: I got hugged by a random stranger yesterday and I don't like being touched and so I cried. Which ik sounds dumb, but like it felt painful and it burned and I still felt the burning pain. My mom now definitely thinks I'm insane. After that and the fact she caught me laughing at a not funny part in a horror novel. Today is the last day of cookies, I can't wait to relax 🥺 my knee was making the whole "sounds like cutting the bone with scissors" noise that it's been making for about a year last night. I might get my mum to record it to play for the Dr ❤️

@AvyIsKing ooof! That sounds so painful😞 knowing what that sound sounds like it made me a little squeamish. I think I would of cried to if a stranger even got to close to me. I don't think your crazy I think your sweet, and cute and lovely ❤  I really hope you get to relax soon too. I really think it's time your mum rings the doctor about your knee *pulls concerned face* gives  you a gentle hug ❤ I love you ❤

@Tinywhisper11

awww🥺🥺 my mum yelled at me for crying lol, but cookies are over, no more selling cookies for me (: I'm so excited! I skipped my knee wrap yesterday which was a bad choice. Im gonna tell the Doctor when I see them again. Worst case they tell me they gotta fix it when i have surgery, which is... i don't care anymore loln😂 i love you so much ❤️❤️

@AvyIsKing when you want to cry just cry. I really don't understand your mum😞 I hope you get to see the doctor soon. And yep pain does that, surgery can seem scary, but when the pain is just so much, anything the doctors can do to help. Let them try. !maybe jeffy needs a hug ❤ he'll make you feel loved ❤❤ I love you too ❤

@tinywhisper11 jeffy makes me feel very very loved <3 tomorrow is his 8th birthday :0 he's so old!!! i trust the doctors, i want them to help now, im no longer scared. 

and yeah i have been doing a lot of crying lately, more in my bed at night alone. i got myself re-involved with someone pretty bad and its just been a long few weeks but crying helps 

@AvyIsKing someone bad??😕