I want to drift away
I want to drift away because loneliness and depression is taking so much energy that I can't be bothered fighting anymore.
im so tired, I just want to drift away and not feel the pain of loneliness anymore.
i thought I could last like 1-2 years with this but it is getting worse.I cry myself to sleep more often and I am so tired. I think I can only last for a 4-7 months then I think I will be too weak and tired to live.
i have so many regrets...
This is such a sad post, like you are adrift on a sea of loneliness and regret. I really hope you have found listeners here you can talk to about these things, and who can understand you and help you feel connected to the world again. If you'd ever like to chat to me, just send me a message.
@HLAlone
I want you to do me a favor. I want you to watch tv series called cosmos: a space time odessy by neil degrasse tyson (2014) . It has only 1 season. It will take about 9 hours of your life. Afford to spend those 9 hours for it. I want you to muster all your energy and focus and rly watch and hear what he is talking about. After u watched all 11 episodes post on this thread think thorougly about life again. Once you do post again on your thoughts and emotions xou went trough. This the favor im asking you as another human being.
@persistentPeach3848 where do you suggest I watch it? (website)
@HLAlone type on google the name of the show and add ''watch online''. One of the first links is link to putlocker. There you can watch all episodes for free
@HLAlone
I'm so sorry you feel this way. It's a hard road for anyone to walk, especially alone. Like Charlie has suggested, have you talked to the listeners? There are some lovely ones here and hopefully can help you on your journey.
