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Relationship Stress / by HLAlone
Last post
 August 10th, 2017
...See more I'm going to get straight to the point. im very lonely and kinda depressed and really want someone in my life im young, just leaving high school, my family stay in one area of state and don't travel much, my plans were the same by doing IT at TAFE and get local job. Grow really nice relationship with female friend in my friends group, they plan to fly across country and stay there to study and probably live, I don't want to lose touch. i feel too young too chase in the hopes of a relationship and future together, they leave December I feel like I'm going to lose everyone after school. What do I do? Do I confess feelings? I have money and enough knowledge in IT to do decently + I can just get a job. To me this seems absurd to follow someone but can it be logical?
Am I being picky?
Relationship Stress / by HLAlone
Last post
 January 5th, 2017
...See more Is it wrong to be "picky" about who you go in a relationship with, it's just that I don't want to get into a meaningless relationship with someone. I'm so use to people leaving me and people being unloyal that I'm also scared of going into relationships. and the person I am in public is so different to the person at home that if I be myself they won't like me. But im also scared of being alone and depressed for the rest of my life, I'm already lonely enough and I really want to be with someone but fear and "pickiness" stops me. i was in this relation with a girl but I was scared of her feelings getting hurt or mine so I broke off early + I was going through a really bad time and we bearly knew each other, so we stayed friends. but now I just think of her and I want to tell her why I broke it off early and how I'm depressed and give her a chance but we are also so different with interests, I feel like that is the picky side. i don't know what to say anymore there are so many thoughts and I don't know what to write.
Will I ever find love?
Relationship Stress / by HLAlone
Last post
 December 21st, 2016
...See more Nothing is working out for me and I am so lonely, I don't even have friends, they backabbed me, and when I left them they didn't even try and come get me, I just want someone to care about me as much as I care about them... I don't know what to do... I'm basically hoping that everything will be ok in he future, but what if it isn't, what if I never find someone. I'm... Alone in this fight of depression and loneliness.
I want to drift away
Depression Support / by HLAlone
Last post
 August 25th, 2016
...See more I want to drift away because loneliness and depression is taking so much energy that I can't be bothered fighting anymore. im so tired, I just want to drift away and not feel the pain of loneliness anymore. i thought I could last like 1-2 years with this but it is getting worse.I cry myself to sleep more often and I am so tired. I think I can only last for a 4-7 months then I think I will be too weak and tired to live. i have so many regrets...
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Depression Support / by HLAlone
Last post
 August 21st, 2016
...See more I just want to say first of all thank you for clicking on this and also I'm not sure if this is even the right spot to post but here we go this is going to be long :| First of all lets get the details, I am 17 male, I am suffering from depression and feel empty and lonely, I am on medicine but I don't think it is working anymore. I feel like no one understands what I'm going through and no one can help me, I crave connection but can't find any, I find myself as a 3rd wheel for everything, I don't get invited to anything. i told one of my friends I'm suffering from loneliness ( they are female ) but I don't think they know how to deal with emotional issues so I have received little support from them and it was already difficult for me to open up. i feel as if I tell anyone else they either won't care or can't help me, I believe it would be easier if I was female because well females are so much better at emotions and I don't think any of my male friends could do anything. i want to escape, not like suicide I just want to deflate and float away. I feel so empty inside like a hole through my lungs and heart, my breath even feels lifeless i had a group of friends before that were horrible but I kept going back to them, I then left them out of the blue because I saw how mean they were and they didn't even try and recontact me, I think this has created trust issues i just want someone to connect to and to get warm hugs from, I feel so lonely in this fight I just want to cry, so alone....
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