Depression and birthdays
Happy birthday ! when I hear this i dunno why i can't process the word "happy", Its just another day , yet it supposed to be special .
I guess it would be more special to the ppl around me rather than myself since this the day i arrived to join them in this crazy rollercoaster ride , coz I am not particularly gleeful with my presence in this miserable life .
Why is it when my birthday is coming up i feel more depressed , hopeless than the ususal ?, why i feel like i am reanalyzing my whole life and how the hell i got to this point in my life , questioning every decision i made , how i should make a change , and what the hell is keeping from making that change , that i should treat my self better , and try to enjoy the moment ,
Do birthdays make you guys depressed too ?
Please share your experience and your thoughts