Tired
I’ve been alone my whole life… even more so for the last 10 years… I have no friends, no family, no acquaintances… no one has ever liked me or been interested in me..
I’m only ever completely ignored or hated and made fun of.. I’ve tried so very much for so many years to find just a single *** person to just want to speak to… no one ever does.. there’s nothing day in day out..
Every day is just constant *** misery.. there are no good days.. no happy times.. things don’t get better.. nothing changes.. it’s just misery, abuse and silence… there’s never an end to any of it.. sigh
I don’t exist… no cares or can ever give any kind of ***.. nothing I ever do is good enough, no degree of effort or trying is ever enough
the majority of my life is gone and wasted away.. I’m never going to okay at this point.. every day I get older and more disgusting to the world
I want it all to end.. yet even there I’m a failure too..
life is nothing but just an endless *** of misery