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@suskase

No. You are not dumb. You are okay. You have reached out to here and you will heal. Believe it. You can love yourself again, I know it. I've been struggling with feeling like "wasted potential" as well, but how dare we think like that? Accept that it's a rough patch, and the struggles are bigger than us at the moment, but we'll shine through. We'll dust off our knees and punch the struggle in the face. You don't need to wish the old you was back, its in you, you just have to heal and gently swim through the surface again with daily habits of positivity, and just enjoy existing again.