Happy Birthday! Not.
Happy birthday to me tomorrow. I feel like people plan to hangout with me out of pity. No one cares. No one knows me so when I get presents, if I get them at all, its something that I don't care about or won't use. Last year i got a lunch box.... wtf. I had to be suddle and drop hints that I didnt really have anything going on and no one had anything planned for me. I wish I wasn't sad and was able to be more friendly and outgoing. Maybe people would want to make my birthday actually special. It doesn't help that my mom's birthday is after mine so we do a shared party. Which I hate. I want one day to myself. For people to care and it always seems to get messed up or its just pointless because no one really knows me and what I like. Idk. I just had to get that off my chest. Idk if it makes sense.