Feeling really down tonight
My husband makes me feel like garbage. He has been doing it on a daily basis for awhile now. He says the meanest stuff to me and then continues to say that what he said isn’t a put down. In all honesty, it is. I’m tired and worn out. It has taken a toll on me and I honestly believe this is what has lead me into being depressed and hating myself. I know the easy solution, if you want to call it easy- it’s to leave. But how do I leave when I have been with him practically my whole life?! He is the only one I ever truly loved. We have a child together and that makes it harder. I’m lost. I’m hurt and heartbroken. I can’t take it anymore. I do everything for him. Guess I’m not good enough. Never will be. And I know the saying is I will be good enough for the right person, but that person was him. He was my one. His parents treated him like S… so I guess he thinks it’s ok to treat me like that. Thanks for reading if you got this far. I needed that off my chest. I really could use a shoulder to cry on, but I don’t have one 😢