One word to describe how I feel today is....

@selfconfidentPlace8464, I live with people who have no interest in helping themselves. I was invited to live with them. In exchange for cheap rent, I help take care of them and help around the house. They both have serious health problems, but they are capable of picking up after themselves. Instead, they have started to do less and just expect me to do most things for them. They are mentally abusive, too. Unfortunately, I am stuck here. I don't have anywhere else to go and am very poor. I am on wait lists for low income housing. Until those come through, I have to look at it like a job.