One word to describe how I feel today is....
One word to describe how I feel today is....
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scared
Aware
Betrayed
@lazyKatz
Yup, betrayed by people you loved and trusted.
Disapointed deeply leaves us so flustered.
Some people just don't cut the mustard.
Users you us, and I'm so discusted.
Betrayal's poison is the worst.
It leaves us a feeling like we're cursed
Them scumbags think of themselves first.
They use like pros that have rehersed.
@humorousDay8793
I'm always left with the feeling maybe I could have tried harder. Maybe there was more I could have done. I'm aware I could have been in the wrong, if that was the case I only wish I knew how I could have helped the situation.
@lazyKatz
Yes, but you have to believe in yourself because when the get you to doubt they gotchyou, then the own and control us because we refuse to believe that the people we love can be this evil and manipulitive, but they can be, and they are. So we walk around in doubt wondering and sad that who we love must go, so we mourn their loss and from a distance they still affect our lives and continue to hurt us. They use our feelings and emotions by holding them hostage. So we are stuck in their bondage with all the pain, while they move onto their next victom. It's crushing us to have to believe this reality.
@humorousDay8793
Life can be very cruel, sometimes it's difficult to believe people can purposely be hurtful.
@lazyKatz
You're so right! We don't want to even consider believing they can treat us like that. The main reason it's just so hard to believe is because we are good-natured kind-hearted people that would never turn on somebody in those ways. It's heartbreaking to consider the very people we would lay down our lives for: would'nt care-less if we we're gone unless they thought they could take even more. 😔😔😔😔😔
But when you realize this, you can begine to understand that's who they are. We must face this fact so we can stop doubting ourselves and be able to move on with our lives "without them" We must never let those people near us again! It's very difficult, but it is so important or we will never be free from the harm
@humorousDay8793 this was really helpful advice, thanks for your contribution :) I'm going through something similar.
Exhusted
Forsaken
Nonexistent
regretful
confused, scared
worthless, hated, isolated, lonely, devastated
@dworth257 you're not any of those things
Optimistic 🙄