One thing I am feeling sad about today is....

I'm feeling unloved. I feel like i don't exist in this planet. I feel like I'm a failure. Nothing is going right in my life.

My girlfriend and I work together and today was our work's christmas party.

I didn't want to go but my girlfriend was really excited so I thought I would give it a shot. After about 2 hours she realized I wasn't myself and I told her I wanted to go because I was really anxious. At first she said that was fine and we left, but later she started yelling at me and was very mad. I feel bad that I ruined her night, I don't normally get like this I just needed some space tonight and I don't know why she didn't understand that.

She also struggles a lot with anxiety but I feel like she thinks hers is different than mine and mine is insignificant.

Im really sad and just want to cry

I am trying to put up christmas decoration and my aunt just tells me, not there, not on that, dont do this....taking all the holiday fun and cheer out of all of this. She is actually refusing to go to bed ( it is after 10 pm and has to get up early ) just to make sure she sees that the decorations are not too much or not this or not that, blah blah. I don't even think she wants a tree.

I really wanted a festive joyous holiday with both of decorating and enjoying the beautiful decorations and holiday events.....

she even won't go to the towns holiday festivities with roasted chestnuts, ice scultptures, hot coco, sleigh rides, ect.......

Nothing is bothering her - shes okay, lol - this is just how grumpy she is.

ie) I was playing a video game and got to the level I wanted - she said, " well, I am glad that your time was satisfactory".

No - it was not satisfactory, it was FUN!

I am so sad because it is so hard to have fun around her and in my home that I share with her because she knocks me down every time I try....btw: I decked the halls in my room though with a christmas tree, garland, pointsetteias, and snowflake christmas lights.

ho ho ho

University

How much i

I feel like hes just using me but I still cant walk away.

@Laura One thing I am feeling sad about today is....

Last month i contacted my 18 years of friend, that day i really want to talked to her about my depression. She asked me if i have a problem, and i didn't know what to say then. After that message suddenly disappeared and did not contacted me again till yesterday. And the message she sent me yesterday she said that she forget to reply my message.

My husband and I have only been seperated fpr 2 months. He is in love with a girl barely 18 and I'm all alone raising our 5 month old son. He never sees him and I'm jealous of how easy he can move on

Feeling so lost today. From the outer appearance most would think I have it all together. People have no clue :-(

Everything hurts. My body really hurts from just being used and thrown around by people. The only place i can feel comfortable in is my home in my bed but every morning i have to get out of bed and come to this goddamned uni with snakes and disgusting , fake people. I just wan to run away today. Im sick and tired. When i tell people i cant explain whats really happening to me. They just say "life is hard" but no one knows that for me, every day, just to keep living is the hardest thing. Its hard.