Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?

@Laura

im tired. I know depression is still in there it just decided not to come out today.

Scared, confused, exited

sad happy mad

Scared my friend (who is the most amazing person in the world) will hurt himself, and guilty I told him about my self harm because now he does it. Tired of not having enough time and being a disappointment. Wanting to throw myself in front of a train.

That kind of desperation can expand the urge to do have to end one's life, I find that it will subside, it ebbs and flows, it does pass, faster of someone does something nice for you.and that if the thoughts can quite down and stop being so obsessive then I can live with myself. I found that an antidepressant actually helped with that, I tried 4 and they failed miserably but the 5th one sees to be working.

@reservedexcitment yes, it is a very good feeling when someone is nice to us. It helps combating not so favourable emotions.

I am happy you found something that worked for you.

Don't it's not worth it. I know how it feels to feel like youre the cause of someone elses pain or new formed bad habits. but it's not you're fault that he continues to do it and as far as not having enough time, i know how that feels too but you gotta find someone you can confide in and help.

Unsatisfied with my life and how I feel about myself. Sad that my emotions are effecting the one I care about. Anxious because I don't know why I feel this way.

Hey,I feel the same way. Let's boost each other up. Although we don't know why feel this way and probably will never , let's think of one positive thing that happened today. You then build up fcm there.

I feel the very same way

Completely lazy, fed up, discouraged, alone, unliked, unlikable, ignored, why put in efforts if there's no where to go.

I feel the exact same. Mid terms are coming up and in stressed more than ever too!

I understand how you feel. That's me when I go into deep depression. I'm fading back in, yay. Just remember you're not alone.

I feel fine... I have 2 essays overdue and 2 exams coming up that I haventstarted working on, but i dont feel any drive at all.

Me too

Relaxed, okay, confused, stable

Slightly better than usual. Still worried about a friend of mine.

hold on to the "slightly better than usual" , sending prayers your way for your friend..big hug!!

like im all alone..and miserable. I feel like im fading away and i dont know what to do..

i know how you feel, lets take one day at a time, big hugs

Broken, like the pieces of me aren't ever going to fit back together again...and every morning I just wrap the pieces together with tape so that no one notices, and by the time I get home they've all fallen apart again.

I feel that way from time to time. I dunno what to do and my heart hurts. And I feel like my "friends" aren't really my friends. And sometimes I don't want to be around anyone but with someone. I dunno how to explain.

I feel like I'm really loosing it tonight.. I can't sleep and I feel like crap. I'm tired of living like this. It's so hard to be strong.

I feel just like that every night. It sucks, I almost never get sleep now.

horrible. i want to run away

*hugs you tight* let it all out you guys :) I'm here for you. The whole community loves and cares about you. Loads of love and support 💜

Tired, sick, depressed, lost, broken, empty, lonely..

I feel sad, useless.😔

I feel oddly better than a few days ago. Still something bothering me but I don't really know what it is.

I actually feel very at peace with myself and my surroundings today.

Today I am feeling sick, sad, hurt, and blind sided. I have been with my boyfriend 4 years and now he tells me we are two different people.

I'm even more confused because since then he hasn't said anything about it and when I mention it he acts like it never happened.

hopeless, stressed, scared, tired, worthless, sad..

Hugs

I stabbed a dead squirrel for 4 hours, then cried, then buried it before vomiting until I couldn't move. Then I stabbed myself in the arm.

Well... I cry about every day and night, so I don't really get any sleep. I am really bad at math, I can't spell or read that well. So I would say I feel like I don't need to be here.

tired, confused, angry, hurt.

The most over powering emotion I feel is... Empty. I wouldn't even call it an emotion. I'm feeling nothing.

I'm falling out of love with my boyfriend. I've lost my best friend. I've moved schools, and none of my friends miss me. I'm having regular emotional breakdowns/panic attacks. I'm self harming again. My grades are slipping.

But I still don't feel anything.

This literallydescribes my exact feelings right now.

Yes I feel the same way. Like I still feel anxiety and other surface emotions, but there's this giant emptiness underneath everything that's always threatening to take over