Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?
I feel disgusting, I feel useless. I feel as if there is nothing left for me. I'm so tired of everything and just fighting everyday.
@PanicAtTheDiscount
youre not alone babe, in case it helps you.
i could've written exactly the same, I'm just so exhausted, I wish I could sleep
@funnyMango399
Me too! I just wanna sleep life away til I die
@PanicAtTheDiscount If you ever need to talk, you can message me or reach out to other listeners.
I feel..... Numb.
@Renny926 i know that feeling is like you don't feel any emotion about anything and makes you wonder if you're still human
I feel Disappointed in myself, Angry at myself. I feel selfish.
I feel like all my energy is going into getting through each day and then doing it all over again. I'm being told to keep going and eventually everything will be ok but I don't know how much energy I have left in me
Stressed to the core.
@pluto1
Same... But something's telling me good things will come. We just have to be patient. And if you ever need to rest, it's ok. You deserve to rest.
Sad, anxious because I know im taking my son home to my ex tonight and i never know when i will see him again. It hurts, i miss my son, how he sounds/smells/feels when I hug him...i KNOW i made the right choice in the divorce but WHY DOES IT HAVE TO HURT SO BAD????
@Mom2blackbear I am in the same boat. My son is the only reason I feel I haven't done something stupid sometimes. But just think about when you get him back. All the hugs and kisses you get to give him because you missed him so much. Try and stay positive.
@Livvie450
It makes me happy and sad to know you can relate. I wish no one knew this pain but im not foolish enough to think im alone. I wish I knew how to feel value when my son isnt here. I worked hard to get pregnant, to have him and endured so much with his father...i feel ilet him down--i should've been strong enough tobtske the abuse for him.
Sorry to babble...im going to be a mess at 10pm after i get home from dropping him off 1/2 way between our homes...
Id love to talk sometime and maybe we can support each other...
Thank you.
I feel lonely. Helpless. Out of power
Worthless.
Guilty.
Afraid.
Lonely.
Hopeless.
Fake.
Hollow.
Sick.
@puddy
Can I join you? I feel the same, but maybe this way we will feel less lonely.
Today I feel inordinately sad, anxious, scared, exhausted, angry with myself, and like I need to escape.
Done. Done with everything. And wishing a bus or train or something would run me over and put me out of my misery.... except with my terrible luck it wouldn't kill me, just injure me really bad.
@Daisy1977, I'm so sorry that you feel like that, and I'm sure you've heard this so many times but the reality is that things get better. Life is a jerk but we can't let that bring us down, and while at times people feel like giving up, that should never be the best option. Stay strong, and try to find hope and happiness. Everyone deserves that
@Ahro
It doesn't get better. Ever. I wish it did.