Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?

@IndigoRoses, I'm sorry you have a low mood, lovely. I just wanted to tell you that I sent you a little message on the Feed, but because of the age group difference you want be able to receive it. However, you can click here to see it ^^

I hope you have a better, kinder tomorrow.

*hugs*

I feel boring.

I feel exhausted, inept, incapable, worried, and prone to tears. I've had a nice streak of positivity pretty much all year so far until this week. I've already missed my morning classes, and I feel like I'll miss my afternoon ones, too. I haven't missed class yet this semester, so I am disappointed in myself.

I feel so unloved today. My husband doesn't hear my pain when I'm telling him about it and my best friend is so far away. It hurts. I am hurt. I want to be taken serious without being judged, is that too much to ask for?

Alguém fala português ou espanhol aqui? Entendo muito pouco inglês mas to tentando.

sad, lonely, and not in the mood to do anything. I just want to sleep and eat pizza

Sad, disappointed, tired, and embarassed. So much weight on me I don't know how to get up anymore. My chest hurts sometimes whenever I feel this way, just like right now. Sometimes I just want to drive off and get away from everything and everyone. I wanna cry and stay in bed and sleep all day to forget everything.

Once again that my needs come tertiary while the boys are first. Which is lonely and actually makes me resent them.

My fiancé is incredible, but he's the only one who cares. No one else reaches out. Asks how I am. I feel miserable and useless.

Woke up today and feels useless... None of my lists done yesterday, i even scares to touch them. Then i walk around and affirming myself, nothing to be scared for. I currently doing things on my to do list now.

frustrated because i should be better than this. numb; i cant work up the motivation to do anything. disappointed in myself for disappointing others

I feel everything guilt, sadness, anger, hurt, worthless, self hatred, numb, lonely, pointless and the list goes on ...,,

I don't want to cry, if I start crying then I'm back in this pit where I can't see past the pain, I gotten out of it before but things are different now, my future is not looking so good at all, I don't know why I'm even trying now

I just feel empty. I'm already not doing anything with my life and get lectured every few days about finding a job or getting back in school.. I can be so angry at something, but can't get mad or sad and even more depressed but can't even shed a tear.

Today was bad. I could not stop thinking about the life I left behind. I used to have friends and I used to have fun and be happy. I have changed so much. Everyone has moved on without me and I really felt alone today. I miss being a young child so much that I cry when I recall memories from my childhood. I feel alone because my family only attacks me and I don't love anyone I know. It's hard because I know they could never understand.

Life is something we will never understand @energeticSpring4866

Thats a true fact but we take life one day at a time. Thats what makes life to beautiful. @Scorpionsandroses

Awful. The past week has been seriously difficult. I feel as though I am drowning but have no one I feel I can reach out to. One thing after another has just left me feeling pummeled lately, with a good deal of self loathing and feeling like I am utterly worthless.

Physically I feel terrible. Haven't slept in three days. Running on adrenaline I guess. Horrible migraine has kept me down and doesn't exactly help the depression.

Havnt slept in 3 days either :/ @thehermionegranger

I've decided to get help today so Yah step one

I did too and it helped me a lot. My first time being on here and i finally reached out to someone who actually listened. @alylicious247

Useless as usual

The usual; insignificant, lonely, wanting an escape either living or dead.

dead tired all the time

I'm feeling sad about the things I've had to let go, & I'm still processing the rage I have towards myself & the people I let turn my life upside down

Needy, lonely, desperate, scared and pathetic. I need a good cry but i have no more tears left. I dont want to be here.

Im trying to keep my head above water. But im tired now. the water is rising and the depth is pulling me in. I dont want to fight anymore.

Angry, Sad, unsure, uneasy, unstable

Tired, like nothing I do will ever matter

So sad I can't even put it into proper words.

I feel so tired. I've been worse,but actually my father are depressed and with a lot of anxiety.

We live alone, in a mono-parental family. I don't know how I can help him. He asks me for help but I can do nothing, He has problems at work(mobbing) . I only want be stronger to listen him but I can't

Completely alone :(

Completely alone and sad

Why is it everytime when its close to meeting girls on POF make excuses of why they dont want to meet. It happens everytime I get close to meeting a girl on there. They usually back out of the date and never talk to me again :(

I feel as if I'm a bird in a cage...

My blood relatives Argue everyday.... They also want to see me in pieces, and all I want is to live in peace, far from negative people, but it's killing me... Having no money for travel and not having anyone to be there.... All I have is my animal companions but sadly I need human comfort. I'm battling this for my future and studies... But I just can't focus anymore.... It feels like my future and life purpose are fading away day by day.... When I work with animals I don't feel the same happiness as before and it truly hurts me..

Alone (:

I confessed to my parents about my depression...although it wasn't face-to-face and I wrote instead. They didn't react or anything. They never mentioned it. I'm going to look for the letter in their room and burn it later. So much for effort.

@persistentWillow4292

Maybe they don't know how to broach the subject or are afraid of saying the wrong thing so they don't say anything?

Perhaps you could give them the benefit of the doubt and now try to discuss the issue face to face with them?

Or engage a trusted third party to "mediate"?

Apologies if any of this is misplaced advice because I don't know your overall situation.

I feel alone and separated. Similar to not belonging and me being not worth anything.