Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?
I had an early miscarriage and I'm in so much pain and it's been nearly a week. I feel really antisocial towards the only 2 people I talk to besides my immediate family. In a way I feel lucky that I'm a stay at home mom because I can be my antisocial self. But oddly enough, I feel lonely even though I'm the one who doesn't want to talk. And my kids have been fighting so much it's like nothing I do makes a difference. I just feel like my husband and kids would be fine without me.
Dear @cheshire
i am so sorry to hear of your pain, and what must be an excruciating time for you. I do know how hard this is...try to let your family help you. Or your friends, surround yourself with people you love and that Love and support you , forget the others and concentrate on yourself for now. Pls do try to go easy on yourself, this is not your fault....take care....baZ
@Cheshire94 I was really touched by your post. I'm so sorry for the miscarriage. As a wife and mom myself I totally understand and can relate. Keep pressing forward and time will heal you...
Well um. My self esteem has gotten to the point where it's now nonexistent. I'm really anxious and stressed because of stuff. And I just am struggling to stay clean and not self harm but all my self hate and negative thoughts are making it beyond hard. I'm just stressed and beyond sad right now. I just wish the weekend would come already.
@BandGeekLife I wish the was something I could say to make you feel better. Keep persevering even though it seems hopeless things will get better in time...
I have felt really depressed these past two weeks because I have been struggling a lot with my depression. I really hope I get better soon because just about everything has been triggering me recently and I just really want to feel happy again
@Lildaisybee I can imagine how hard it's been and want to encourage you to keep persevering. From one depression survivor to another you're not on this journey alone and we will see the sun shine again...
I'd like to write that everything is fine, because I try, but I still feel unhappy, unwanted, unimportant,useless and weak.
@dariarossito Yeah it can be tough we all feel that way
I'm okay I guess. Not necessarly bad but not good either
This is my first post, so here goes: things are okay. They were really bad yesterday (one of my worst in a while), but I got up today, ate breakfast, and went to work. It was hard--really hard--but I feel better.
I feel everything goes wrong, idk what's to do to make it right. This sucksš«
I feel terrible. I have an urge to cut that I almost gave into last night and am battling right now. Everything sucks.
I remember posting about how much I wanted to hit that stage of:" I've gone through so much to the point I'm just empty."
...Well, I finally got to it in a way. Everything's sort of expected now and I just wait for the bad times to finally take place in my day. Of course, I can see how much worse I've gotten, but I don't see a point n fighting it anymore.
@LovePom
I know how unbearable things can seem and no one deserves to feel defeated! I hope that you are able to rise back up again and become the person you need to be in this time you feel that you can't be them. I wish you the very best and I most certainly hope things start looking up soon! ā¤ļø
I feel sick in a physical way, I might be coming down with the flu.
@QuietPastelRain
oh no! The flu is the worst! I hope that you are able to recover soon! In the meantime I wish you plenty of rest, nourishment and hydration! ā¤ļø stay resilient!
@Openarms5
Thank you! Love the icon btw, I could go for some coffee~
@QuietPastelRain feel betterš