Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?
I feel numb
I hate that this morning when someone asks me a question involving my confronting my ex about something he openly says "she hates me. Like seriously hates me." Yeah. I do. And I believe I have proper grounds to have those feelings.
I hate that I'm such a b*tch to everyone..I can't keep friends cause I run them off cause apparently I'm too difficult to handle. I can see where they're coming from..who's want someone as a friend and all they do is complain about every little thing .
I hate that I don't know how to feel since he left.. I don't wanna get close to anyone cause I can't be too sure if what I'm feeling is sincere or if its just cause I'm lonely...
I seriously don't wanna be here anymore..
I don't know you at all but I want you to know that I think you're pretty great.
You've been hanging out with and dating the wrong people. That's the only problem.
I have no personality because I've been dead for a long time..
Don't feel any better than I did yesterday.. I feel worse actually
So incredibly broken.
I've let bad decisions ruin my life. So many suicidal thoughts. Surrounded myself with a web of lies to make everyone think I was okay - head girl, pretty, well-liked: they had no reason to think things had changed.
Two years down the line, I've failed all my university subjects due to anxiety and depression, and I'm about to be kicked out of my course. I can't go home - abusive environment.
My long-term boyfriend is in Europe for two months and only speaks to me once a week. I know he'll break up with me when he finds out what a loser I've become. Judging by the lack of contact, he's already lost interest.
He is honestly the only light in my life - I love him more than anything. I can't go on without him. I don't mean the same to him. He loved me when I was happy and successful and confident. No one loves a depressed insecure failure.
I can't fix this. It's too late. I've had too many chances. I've just fucked up my entire life.
Keep your head up, you will know what to do when you need to. Dont tell yourself these negative thoughts. Life goes on. you will be okay. Please don't just give up. You're worth so much more.
I feel stronger than I did yesterday. I feel like we all have our mountains to climb that no one else can understand. I feel like the climb is worth it.
I feel depressed, like I will never claw myself out of the hole I am in.
I feel stronger than I did yesterday. I feel like we all have our mountains to climb that no one else can understand. I feel like the climb is worth it.
I feel down most days I've just started a weekend job as checkout op but it really isn't me being all smiley smiley etc being stuck in one spot. I just want a job where I'm on the go and I don't have to deal with customers and put up with abuse. I just feel like I'm going no where. It's dragging me down.
Honestly, I feel like a crumbling building...but I know I'll be okay, and so will you :)
I move through life day by day feeling stuck in an endless go around! I feel like I have Noone and truth is I have friends family but I don't want pity,too be judged. The look is enough I just stay mute...in a daze a haze!
