Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?
Today has been an ok day.. Only minor problems. I actually fed myself today.. feeling a little better but still not where I want to be. Since hardly anyone talks to me outside of school anymore I have a lot of free time to think. And that's never fun..
I have been lying on my bed, locked in my room crying all day on a Saturday
If you need to talk I'm here and you can explain why
Don't let whatever is wrong get to you. Just try and not think about, watch something on Netflix. Just something to keep you occupied. If you need someone to talk to I can help.
my depression is up and down
I haven't been outside all day.. Thankfully my dog is pee pad trained.. And my child was so cranky with teething I felt like I was losing my mind.. Plus verg of crying all day..
I don't know man. Dying sounds pretty good right now. If the earth could just open up and let me jump into the void, that would be cool.
The best way I can describe it is empty. I feel so completely empty. Like I don't have the strength or energy to keep fighting this. Like I want to give up, but I know I can't. I'm so tired, and just completely empty.
I feel scared and numb. I feel as if I can't do much but just lay here and hope that soon I can get up and do something. I feel as if something bad is going to happen but if it did, I couldn't do anything about it.
I feel like my life is nothing that it wouldn't change if I was gone I'm so hurt I've become numb and broken inside
I feel like that too sometimes but you have to think not just how it would affect you. You have to think how it would affect the people that are around in your everyday life.
Well well...its been almost s full year since that glorious girl ripped me apart. I have no clue why but that memory struck me today out of nowhere. Its so great..*forces a laugh* I love how it makes me feel. My boyfriend knows most of what happened.. And I would really like to talk to him about it....but I can't...
I'm so close to shooting myself. I'm done feeling miserable all the time in this judgemental/cruel world. I don't understand why people find joy in hurting others... I don't understand why people have to be so mean...
They've made me feel like I shouldn't be alive so why not grant them that privilege?
@xXBeccaXx
Feelings change, I'm not feeling so great at the moment and can relate to just wanting to give up. I'm gonna keep going because even though there are people that suck, there are people that care as well. Everyone has an opportunity to impact someone else and you could have the chance to make other people's lives better, even if it's by simply sharing your thoughts. I hope you read this and know that there's someone that cares and someone you've helped just by being here to post this. Thank you ♡
Thank you, for this reply. It means a lot to me.
It's just so hard all the time trying to ignore everything and being the bigger person when you have very little support...
I'm sorry that you're going through stuff at the moment. Nobody deserves this. I hope you feel better soon.
Thank you again.